If money is generally tight for you, it’d probably be wise for you to wait a bit after an official launch to see if there any issues with the final product. Being from Aus with little options to take to a reseller to fix/adjust, wouldn’t it work out for you in the long run to not get in on the first batch of a new vape product?
I totally get where you’re coming from and how VAS works. However, you just gotta find a way to dampen your need to have one right away.
I appreciate the feedback and it’s totally valid and waiting until the release makes the most sense.
That being said, I’m unemployed, on disability, my family’s all dead, I have my girlfriend but that’s it, no friends… man even my Facebook account has less than 30 people on it and they are mainly people who I know because I help moderate a CBD Reviews Facebook group or the PTSD and disability groups I am involved in.
I don’t have any joy in my life, anything to look forwards to, my mum died almost 10 years ago and my dad months afterwards. I don’t have any kids, I don’t any any friends, I don’t have any family and being my spending spree started on the anniversary of mums birthday, and I’m here desperately trying to get a Tenpest because it’s almost the anniversary of her death in a few weeks and at the moment the only way I am coping - having been working for years to get off Valium, is by buying myself vapes and filling VAS to feel small amounts of satisfaction in a time which for the last 10 years have been so sick that I haven’t been able to even get out of bed. This year has been different because of me getting off pharmaceuticals in a massive way and trying to work on my disability.
The Tempest to me is both something to look forward to, be involved in, feel part of a group, be doing something meaningful with the days I spend unable to do anything with support workers trying to help me … look after myself…
So while financially, I’ll use most of the last of my savings and it won’t ever be refilled a so haven’t worked since 2014, it’s better to wait, but mental health, it’s better to get a test kit, be involved and have something get up in the morning for…. Instead of staying in bed until my support worker arrives at 1pm get her to help me until she leaves at 5pm and just sit in a room, struggling with my PTSD…
I could be using that time to test, to communicate to Benyo feedback and start advertising it in the group I’m active in.
it’s like the only thing that matters to me at the moment other than keeping my girlfriend which… is so hard and she doesn’t know how much I’ve spent over this period, it’s bad but, I would… I either do this of go back to the benzodiazepines and I have worked so hard…
TMI I know… but I’m sitting here shaking, my heart beating out of my chest and almost in tears…
It’s the same reason I bought the screwball kit… I need something to look forward to even though I know the Taroma 360 is more than enough for ball vapes and I am going to give away my freight train pro to someone who needs it in my patient group.
And if I can get a tempest I can give away my tiny might 2 to someone else in need.
I really need to do these things just to be ok, so that’s why I would - even though finically I should wait, I would get so much out of just being involved even if it’s meaningless…
I should go back to sleep, I woke up because of the mailman bringing my medication and saw this message and was triggered and could stop shaking until I had got it out