So I ended up kinda breaking 2 days ago and dipped into my jar of avb. It definitely felt kind of disappointing but my stress kinda got the better of me from bills being due but not being able to pay them yet, having to cancel on an interview because on my way there my car ended up overheating again before I was even close and there would have been no way I could have made it without possibly severe damage to the car. But if I were to have been able to get that job it would have been a move to more stability. But I also had an interview the day before and it had gone super well and it was a field I already had experience in, but I ended up not actually getting the job because he needed somebody sooner. Moving forward though, I have another interview Monday I should be able to make it too without too much trouble or worry about the car overheating again (hopefully) and my rehire check for my last part time job right around the corner from my place cleared so soon I should at least be back there even though I'm going to be going back to being at work for about 70 hours a week but it just kinda is what it is at this point.