Do any of you have reoccurring dreams? I have one that seems to resurrect in times of great stress. I'm back at the University. It's finals time, and I'm searching for a class where the exam will take place. I've only been to class a few times over the term: it's going to be a disaster. I walk down silent halls; many closed doors - some rooms are open and filled with students silently scribbling like mad in their test books. A professor or monitor stands in front watching the students. As I pass by, a deep feeling of dread and failure descends upon me. Finally I find the classroom. The professor doesn't recognize me, but hands me a test, nevertheless. I look at it and it is filled with indecipherable equations and questions filled with absolute nonsense words. My fellow students are totally engaged into taking the exam. Then I wake up, still feeling dread and shame until I remind myself I haven't been to college for over 30 years.