Amoreena
Grown up Flower Child
Thank you very much. It's a stunning picture.
Random thoughts
- Thread starter Vicki
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Melting Pot
Sick & Twisted
Thanks everyone for the kind words it really means alot to me. Some of my best freinds are here on fc.
So I wont be going anywhere for long.
They'll have to ban me....
Just mental breaks/t breaks they both suck.
@Amoreena hope all goes well stay positive it makes all the difference
And @momofthegoons don't threaten me with a good time. Lol
Thanks everyone for the kind words it really means alot to me. Some of my best freinds are here on fc.
So I wont be going anywhere for long.
They'll have to ban me....
Just mental breaks/t breaks they both suck.
@Amoreena hope all goes well stay positive it makes all the difference
And @momofthegoons don't threaten me with a good time. Lol
You can't leave.... you can never leave...
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Vicki
Herbal Alchemist
I'm glad I have this place! Glad you are here too @Melting Pot 
kellya86
Herb gardener...
I just had my first try of an amazing phenotype of the reserva privada og kush that I recently (few weeks ago now) harvested...... and wow, I knew this was gonna be special, much darker and frosty during the grow....and much sweeter smelling during the dry/beginning cure stage.....
Anyway im floating about nicely right now, more buzzy than I was expecting, but my eyes give it all away, this strain is not for public use for me....
I'm also making avb/herb coconut oil, and iso wash oil for some people in need today....
The last batch lasted them about 3 months.....and has really helped them, this gives me pleasure, I enjoy making it, and I like to help......
Life can be painful for some....
Does this qualify for random thoughts, wasn't sure where to ramble....
Anyway im floating about nicely right now, more buzzy than I was expecting, but my eyes give it all away, this strain is not for public use for me....
I'm also making avb/herb coconut oil, and iso wash oil for some people in need today....
The last batch lasted them about 3 months.....and has really helped them, this gives me pleasure, I enjoy making it, and I like to help......
Life can be painful for some....
Does this qualify for random thoughts, wasn't sure where to ramble....
Melting Pot
Sick & Twisted
Good morning all.
If all goes well. Lol
If all goes well. Lol
Amoreena
Grown up Flower Child
Surreal-feeling morning. Yesterday, the doc's assistant told me that he was out of the office for the day but had asked to have my scan results by email and they had already been sent sometime before 1:30 pm, when I called. He hasn't called me yet so I know, based on previous diagnoses from him, that he's considering a treatment plan and likely consulting other doctors. Can't just tell a patient they have cancer someplace without also giving a plan and plans can't be pulled out of the air. So we wait with paper and pen by each phone. He does call patients at night and on weekends when something's happening.
grokit
well-worn member
I hope everything came out alrightGood morning all.
If all goes well. Lol
Moreover, welcome back to the freak show
t-dub
Vapor Sloth
Amoreena
Grown up Flower Child
I found the doctor's cell phone number, which he gives patients, in my cell phone book. Per his OGM, he's on vacation from 2 pm 9/8 (which is when I was actually having the scan) until 8 am 9/12. I had told him I'd schedule the scan next week, so when he asked for a copy of results by email, he didn't know when they'd come. Anyhow, wish I'd found/called the cell number sooner and saved some stress. Will try to relax today...
GetLeft
Well-Known Member
Hope you're managing, A.
Amoreena
Grown up Flower Child
You're very kind.
Indica strains and Valium are proving helpful. But if I think about tomorrow, it's hard to breathe.
Melting Pot
Sick & Twisted
White light & positive energy coming your way...You're very kind.
Amoreena
Grown up Flower Child
PET/CT scan showed nothing, but since I'm allergic to IV iodine dye (hives/shock) and couldn't have it, results weren't the most accurate possible. Doc wants MRI of my liver and brain. Those are the places I fear most. 
Will get authorization from insurance and set it up asap.
Will get authorization from insurance and set it up asap.
grokit
well-worn member
Me too. Best of luck to you!Those are the places I fear most.
Melting Pot
Sick & Twisted
Tennis has way better streakers than say socer....
Wimbledon Final 1996
A streaker interrupts the mens' final
Wimbledon Final 1996
A streaker interrupts the mens' final
HellsWindStaff
Dharma Initiate
I don't know where else to post this, but holy shit do I have tears
This is true on so many levels. My one friend still categorizes when he gets fucked up. And, as a youngin , why the fuck were my friends always putting my hand in warm water and shit?!
I trusted you!! This has had me dying
This is true on so many levels. My one friend still categorizes when he gets fucked up. And, as a youngin , why the fuck were my friends always putting my hand in warm water and shit?!
I trusted you!! This has had me dying
Amoreena
Grown up Flower Child
My liver's good (which means no 2nd primary cancer) but there are two small spots in my brain, likely metastasized from the sneaky old lung cancer.
Will see a neurosurgeon for consult early tomorrow afternoon. However, my oncologist thinks treatment will probably be radiation. Will share more when I know more...
Will see a neurosurgeon for consult early tomorrow afternoon. However, my oncologist thinks treatment will probably be radiation. Will share more when I know more...
grokit
well-worn member
That's great news on the liver. Brain radiation sounds scary to me, but this all does. I go in a couple of days for another liver test then they want to ultrasound and/or biopsy. But I was just put on an anti-fungal that will probably make my liver numbers even worse. If they are I will ask how far gone my liver is, and if a coffee enema or colonic therapy treatment may help recover the numbers for a re-test before biopsy. Or hopefully just the ultrasound will do. Doc seems to be zoning in on autoimmune hepatitis, for which there is a new treatment based on a kidney rejection drug that is much safer than prednisone long term ![:\](/i/s/hmm.gif "Hmm :\")
Vicki
Herbal Alchemist
You are in my thoughts, and am sending you positive vibes.
That's great news on the liver. Brain radiation sounds scary to me, but this all does. I go in a couple of days for another liver test then they want to ultrasound and/or biopsy. But I was just put on an anti-fungal that will probably make my liver numbers even worse. If they are I will ask how far gone my liver is, and if a coffee enema or colonic therapy treatment may help recover the numbers for a re-test before biopsy. Or hopefully just the ultrasound will do. Doc seems to be zoning in on autoimmune hepatitis, for which there is a new treatment based on a kidney rejection drug that is much safer than prednisone long term
Prednisone is the devils drug. I have always despised it. I things get better for you too.
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Omg... I just saw your posts about this.
How very scary for you; especially the wait and unknown. I wish you the very best and will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. White light coming at you!!!
Have you considered RSO as part of any type of treatment they offer you?
God.. second person I've heard of this week with this type of news. Makes me wish I was in the Fuck You thread.....
Edit: Shit.. @grokit .... you too!?!? Fortunately, the liver can regenerate itself after treatment. Best of luck to you and white light coming at you too!