Fuck the Parkinson's, the Dr just gave me a reason to smoke MORE!
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mvapes - so many of the things you report, once you've returned from self-reflection, are truly PROFOUND!
...AND make me realize that I'm not alone when it comes to my own bat shit craziness. One of the main reasons I imbibe the good flower is because it flips a switch in my head that turns the bat-shit craziness of night into zen-like daylight. When vaped back into the light of day I always reflect on my most recent attitudes and behaviors and pray to be forgiven for being such a fucking asshole, and then I pray some more that my mj induced state of mind could only, for the love of God, remain as a permanent state as the effects dissipate into being no more. It's like there are two of me, but the me with angel wings only comes out when vapor goes in. I wish that were me all the time, but it's not. I don't know how the few select friends I have managed to endure and stick around. I sure as hell wouldn't. I like how I am when mind-altered in the way flowers allow; and not much at all when without the gentle assist and profound effect they enable. Anyone relate? Thanks for listening! Now back to my regularly scheduled acts of self-loathing & flagellation:
Yeah, you just described me as well. However, with the bonus of being an Aspie, I don't even know when I'm being a dick to someone.
Being a psycho-educational specialist and special ed teacher for many years, I have been privileged to know and teach many students with Asperger's Syndrome, to include a few good friends of many years. I have come to the conclusion that it isn't really the individual's affliction, but those around them who just don't get it and simply lack the perceptive and social skills to be fair and inclusive. This contributes to the struggle more than anything, IMO. People come in infinite kaleidoscopic variety; ignorance makes for an impoverished soul.
Ok, so the breathing exercises definitely help with the anxiety. Even kept me out of a few fights with the old lady. What I'm trying to do is kinda shut the world off while I'm doing it.
See, my house is as loud as coney island on the 4th of July and I'm having trouble staying focused. The breathing even relieves tremors and the longer the session the better I feel. The pressure in my head subsides for that moment and the anxieties trickle away.
For those few moments I feel like me. I don't know if anyone understands what I'm saying but if you do I'm taking tips...lol
Seriously, I've spent my whole life driving life around me without realizing I couldn't control it. Now I know that my focus needs to be on driving me! Learning to control my body is a lot more challenging than I'd thought it be.
See, my house is as loud as coney island on the 4th of July and I'm having trouble staying focused. The breathing even relieves tremors and the longer the session the better I feel. The pressure in my head subsides for that moment and the anxieties trickle away.
For those few moments I feel like me. I don't know if anyone understands what I'm saying but if you do I'm taking tips...lol
Seriously, I've spent my whole life driving life around me without realizing I couldn't control it. Now I know that my focus needs to be on driving me! Learning to control my body is a lot more challenging than I'd thought it be.
Seriously, no comments since yesterday? Wtf? Don't we know it's April!
Absolutely do.... Didn't know we were sharing a Month though! Rock on!
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
You beat me to it DDave... I was just going there...Absolutely do.... Didn't know we were sharing a Month though! Rock on!
Great @momofthegoons ! ya got the Aspie's back but the parkie somehow shook himself outta your mind.
Sorry Mom!You beat me to it DDave... I was just going there...
OOPS! I meant... Dang, did it again!
No worries, ....
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Awww.... @mvapes .... just thinking that I've upset you.....Great @momofthegoons ! ya got the Aspie's back but the parkie somehow shook himself outta your mind.
Lol... thanks @DDave
@mvapesGreat @momofthegoons ! ya got the Aspie's back but the parkie somehow shook himself outta your mind.
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@EveryOneElse
That about covers it! Now, let's have some
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momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Vicki
Herbal Alchemist
Check this shit out! Camera stabilization software used for a Parkinson's patient.
My tremors aren't as bad as this guy's. Mine are more in my hand and finger's as opposed to the wrist like this poor guy. @Vicki has seen my tremors - I'm not like that right?
His are much worse. I wonder how that "liftware" spoon works.
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momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Oh Vicki..... now,
God knows there are a shit ton of assholes in the world and the same amount, if not more, bullshit, lol.
God knows there are a shit ton of assholes in the world and the same amount, if not more, bullshit, lol.
