Fuck the Parkinson's, the Dr just gave me a reason to smoke MORE!
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momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Baby backs, headed to the grill.
mom - looks Good!!! Remember to slather on your favorite BBQ sauce about 3/4 of the way till done! Using a smoker or BBQ grill?
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Sadly, I don't own a smoker so just the grill. And you've got to believe I'm putting sauce on those!!!! Gots to have some serious sticky fingers when eating ribs... 
t-dub
Vapor Sloth
@momofthegoons - those look awesome!!! You certainly do know how to rub your meat, in fact looking at the photo, "well practiced" comes to mind . . .
Edit: Yeah don't forget the sauce, mine comes in a convenient pump . . .
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Make sure you take a pic and put it in the Virtual Banquet thread Vicki!!!I'm making stuffed green peppers (not Stouffer's) for dinner tonight, with hubby's help.
I've come to a point in life where grudges and stupid little bullshit issues shouldn't count anymore. It's time to accept my faults and flaws and do the fucking right thing!
So, I would like to start here...
@Dreamerr - we had the stupidest disagreement ever and because of my difficulty facing it, I made an immature choice and ignored you. As I look in hind sight I realize that I also lost a friend. Yes, you may be batshit crazy! But, so am I. I miss my you.
There are a number of folks that I may have pushed away. It was only because the people who really care about me make me think of my problems and issues. I wasn't ready to do that, I made mistakes. I'm still not totally ready to come to grips with it but now I'm aware of my actions.
I have lots to reach out too - i'm starting with @Dreamerr. She's been a friend for a long time....
So, I would like to start here...
@Dreamerr - we had the stupidest disagreement ever and because of my difficulty facing it, I made an immature choice and ignored you. As I look in hind sight I realize that I also lost a friend. Yes, you may be batshit crazy! But, so am I. I miss my you.
There are a number of folks that I may have pushed away. It was only because the people who really care about me make me think of my problems and issues. I wasn't ready to do that, I made mistakes. I'm still not totally ready to come to grips with it but now I'm aware of my actions.
I have lots to reach out too - i'm starting with @Dreamerr. She's been a friend for a long time....
Just having a bad day, one thing after another...
mvapes - so many of the things you report, once you've returned from self-reflection, are truly PROFOUND!
...AND make me realize that I'm not alone when it comes to my own bat shit craziness
. One of the main reasons I imbibe the good flower is because it flips a switch in my head that turns the bat-shit craziness of night into zen-like daylight. When vaped back into the light of day I always reflect on my most recent attitudes and behaviors and pray to be forgiven for being such a fucking asshole, and then I pray some more that my mj induced state of mind could only, for the love of God, remain as a permanent state as the effects dissipate into being no more. It's like there are two of me, but the me with angel wings only comes out when vapor goes in. I wish that were me all the time, but it's not. I don't know how the few select friends I have managed to endure and stick around. I sure as hell wouldn't. I like how I am when mind-altered in the way flowers allow; and not much at all when without the gentle assist and profound effect they enable. Anyone relate? Thanks for listening! Now back to my regularly scheduled acts of self-loathing & flagellation:
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mvapes - so many of the things you report, once you've returned from self-reflection, are truly PROFOUND!
...AND make me realize that I'm not alone when it comes to my own bat shit craziness
I find myself listening more and more Trent Rezner lately....
I wasted so much much fucking time feeling bad for myself rather than taking my balls out of my purse and dealing with my issues and illnesses. I almost felt like I've been purged and now I realize the douche I've been.
The friends that stick around know what's inside @Snappo and they can put aside the negative/dark side. You must be pretty fucking awesome when vaked because these days loyalty isn't what it used to be.
Now, like me - we have to figure out what all the people around us see. I gotta get back on the ole' mvapes band wagon and start liking myself again. Maybe that'll lead into me trusting myself and hopefully that will help me pull down this wall of lies and finally let those who love me in.
It was so much easier to hate myself. Now, I have to get to know me so I could learn who and what I really am.
@Dreamerr -
momofthegoons
vapor accessory addict
Richy
Frequently up in space with Bowie
I'm loving the vibe in the thread today and of course the Megacon pics.
That instantly made me think of one of Bill Hicks famous routines.
I apologise for the crappy quality, the part I was thinking of starts at 3:45 in this clip.
That instantly made me think of one of Bill Hicks famous routines.
I apologise for the crappy quality, the part I was thinking of starts at 3:45 in this clip.
