This virus must also contain neuro-inhibitor microbes that are making me stupid because I haven't been partaking
Good observation- I can pracfically guarantee you you have one of the 2 prevalent Coxsackie viruses. Either the A1 or B4 strain.
These are by far the most common viruses permeating society. They are real nasty specimens. They are neurological and always infect the central nervous system as well as numerous other bodlilt areas, such as respiratory tract and intestines.
I have had at least one of these viruses in my lungs and nervous system permenantly since November 2012, and most of the time both of them at the same time.
Not been virus free for a single day for over 5 years. They are so hard to clear fully from my lungs and nervous system, I get rid of every infection sooner or later..
But the big problem with these coxsackies is that I get them both at least once a year, usually 2 or 3 times per winter. So I get the, like 90% down, but by then I get them again.
When they first come on, they reallly mess you up. The first few days I get stiffness and tension, almost a musucular paralysis. Also the deepest depression. And sure, they mess your mind and brain up, making us dumb and slow.
Just hang in there man. I hope my pm has something useful for you, take your time to consider it anyway hope it can help.
Right now you need perspective and focus. Just look ahead to the clearer meadow, visualise positive, happy, relieved. It will come so will do you world of good to let your mind drift and dream to there.
That's all. Sorry "Nanoers", you are a terrific bunch. This is another thread that makes me wish I had a Nano/license to participate.
But I can use excuses to drop in like helping out my good friends in tough times, and
@biohacker is also now puttong on a show to draw me here more frequently with the tease of Canadian Cannabis Utopia!