I love questioning the VAS / my VAS .
for me, we find excellent way for reflection in psychology...
I would love for a psychologist or sociologist to write an article on the subject!
- be careful, I know that the following remarks are my hypotheses and representations, and that they will not speak to everyone... but even if we are all different, I think that fundamentally there is a little “that” which is played out for everyone, not in the same proportions -
for me, addictions are the search for a lost state... but you can try anything, you will never find the feeling of fullness felt in the womb... I believe that heroin addicts seek the sensations of their first take without ever succeeding...
in the case of cigarettes or joints, you pump on something to bring out a white and milky substance... like a baby suckling on its mother's breast...
it's a bit of a comfort blanket/a transitional object...
and with vaporization, I gave up on combustion, so I still have a shortage.
I am therefore looking for the perfect vape... the one which will remind me of the sensation of a joint, which itself will remind me unconsciously, in a primary and archaic way, of my mother's breast/the pleasure of the bottle.
as it will never happen (to find this feeling again), I will continue to search despite myself.
the only way (for me) is to redirect this impulse towards something else.
Before I got the VAS, I was looking for the perfect electronic cigarette...I bought a lot!!
to finally turn to something else... I devoured information for months to grow my cannabis, then I looked for the perfect accessories for my equipment...
there is also a link with compulsive purchases, and the need to fill a gap. but depending on our management, depending on the period... satisfaction can be very short-lived...
and then I came across Fc... like I came across an electronic cigarette forum, like I came across a cannabis growers forum.
So I will have to leave FC one day!
I imagine there is something about recognition by one's peers...
That's it for my theories. Well, these are not my theories... I just copied them from the area that interests us on Fc...
Concretely, I managed to keep the VAS away for almost a year. For this I had to buy a Tp80, an Fw7, an anvil. Then I got a Toad and sold the Tp80 and the F7...
I bought a Vapman following my sales. and a few months later, I bought a Vapman, a terpedo, then a Lotus...
and there, I suffered a violent VAS... I won the draw for a Toad, I bought a fw9, a Vapman heating station, a tempest, the Wand...
I am a very reasonable and pragmatic person... apart from this passion/addiction...
So I think my change of country and the financial uncertainty at the beginning just kept my VAS away for a while, and now I'm letting go of the past frustration.
I'm the only one bringing in money right now... and my children will always have a roof over their heads, something to eat, something to wear, something to play with. They won't miss anything... but right after that comes the vaporisation. I hope that one day I will find a better balance and that I will not have to spend my entire budget on my toys...
in the meantime I'm selling other vaporizers to relieve guilt and finance other purchases...
Anyway, that’s my very personal experience with the VAS.
I distrust it and I love it.
Happy vaping everyone!