I stopped my break at 3+ weeks, vaped for about 5 days and immediately went back on a break. When returning to cannabis, I started where I left off, which was way too aggressive. Full bowls in the OG Sticky Brick, concentrate through my SBrunt with the sticky pad, etc. I wound up freaking myself out on day 2 of the return to cannabis, and had almost crippling anxiety for a week straight. Today is my best day so far since having the anxiety/panic, with still some lingering nervousness that I'll end up back in that head space. I didn't eat, didn't go to work, and slept a lot. I wound up losing 10 pounds in a week, and still feel a little weak/dehydrated.
I used to like the paranoia from the super highs before the break, but as of lately, I don't want anything to do with cannabis for atleast another month. One of my lowest points psychologically in my life. Again, this mental haze is lifting and that I'm at the tail end of this, so things are getting better.