Update.
Our lives, while in turmoil... move on.
In absence of patients to help, I do a couple of skype sessions a week, to discuss MMJ in general, and to answer questions about vaporizers.
We still see our therapist weekly, and he has provided us with a number of "mental" tools with which to facilitate the emotional processing of what is going on.
Patty has seen our Medical Doctor to address depression and anxiety attacks, the results of the raid on our home. They are helping, but neither of us could do it without the support of one another.
We have learned to budget and live in a different manner than before.
As for medicating personally...
It took me until very recently to get fully medicated in a way that has me moving smoothly and in control of body's "overflow" movements.
At first, meds were difficult to come by, so they had to be used sparingly...
after all- 4 hours of complete comfort can be easily overridden by the unpleasantness of no relief for 12 more hours... so careful measurement and dosing is in order.
Also becoming highly medicated can, during stressful times cause anxiety.
Never having had to buy meds was a blessing of the past that no longer exists.
I am learning.
I was gifted some blue dream recently.
At this time I am fully medicated and moving with a minimum of tremors and less nausea.
There is no news on our case.
At the case management hearing, our attorneys asked for and were granted an extension, and so we do not go back until October.
Thanks again to all of you.... Members, Staff, Retailers, and Manufacturers that helped us get our Attorney.
As a side note .... Since Patty is without work, she qualified for Medical care through the state's health care program for those with no income. That means that she was able to sign up to see the same Doctor that I see, and so for the first time we share the same Medical Doctor, and that has added to out feeling of security and togetherness.
Much to be grateful for in these times...
- FC related folks helped with Lawyers
- State picked up Patty's healthcare
- Lutheran Social Services has been there for us to provide an extra half gallon of fresh milk every week.
- Jewish Family Services provides our clinical Psychologist, which has no fee for us.
- Pima Community Action Agency is paying half our water/sewage/trash fees.
- Electric company has cut us slack to the tune of $17 a month off our bill.
- Our Internet provider granted a 40% discount on our internet service.
- Local Dispensary has given me a permanent discount in return for education.
Oh... we have blessings to still count, that is without question.
Now we must wait.
We have each other to wait with...
and we have you folks here at FC.
I have ten vaporizers in rotation now.
I used to have over 50 in daily rotation.
Boy was I ever spoiled!
I miss my collection of Log Vapes.
I had an Underdog, Toasty Top, E-Nano, Purple Days. and a half dozen Old School Zaps.... and one CRZ (Mabel). I still have all of my stems.. they left them for some reason.
The ten Vaporizers I have now in use are covering my needs.
I suppose I do miss my Herbalizer too, but we all adapt.
The 10 units I now have are treated as gold.
Gold.....
precious...
as precious as our family here at FC.
Hit me up if you want to talk.
I still conduct vape sessions via Skype.
OK, you all are caught up.
Time to go Fuck Combustion some more, and have a new vape session.
Thanks for allowing me to ramble.