I am so frustrated with myself at the moment. I have all this selection plus some more from 420 sales to come and i just cant seem to convince myself to venture out into it. I do like my Querkle at night but that one so far has been the only one i havent had particular not fun side effects from. While i agree with sticking to a good thing i still need some daytime meds.
I mean i did have reason to delay these past 2 weeks. All the testing going on and the things they gave me in the hospital i want to know what me, the MJ, or what they gave me. But now that over i find myself staring into my safe (oh yeah i got a safe
too) and i cant decide. Also doesn't help that i had one of my bad dizzy spells a few days ago so im a bit paranoid about that. I dont think the MJ caused it but i am very sensitive to dizziness once it starts it freaks me out that its going to get bad again. So trying new stuff is stressful.
Irony for ya dont do it because i cant decide so im stressed, but if i do it and i get dizzy im more stressed. Ah i just need to get myself calm load up and try not to over analyze it. I have no pressing plans this weekend or upcoming tests that would be effected so i need to try something. Maybe if i type it out i will do it, at least one new strain to try by monday!