I find that doing my yoga while vaped allows me to actually focus on form, feeling, breathing, etc., and I'm LESS likely to hurt myself while MORE likely to perform each move/pose correctly.
I'm also better at kettlebell swings while toked up
On a psychological level, I was having a few "deep stoner thoughts"... if you read lists of "what weed does to you", one of the things mentioned is "magical thinking".
Well, my dear friends, first off, who DOESN'T engage in "magical thinking"? Every single sports fan who wore a jersey during the past few weeks (and who will continue to do so...)... well, THAT is magical thinking. Stuff like that. Plus, believing in faeries, dragons, werewolves, etc., as I understand it, is indicative of "magical thinking". Divination, too.
Sure.
Anyway, I generally have a healthy (unhealthy?) dose of "magical thinking" in my "normal, sober" state. I think OCD is definitely a symptom of the same root that expresses "magical thinking"... in other words, my actions/the state of tangible objects/the way things are done will somehow affect some unconnected person/object.
If I don't say, "drive carefully, be safe!" as my hubby goes out the door, he might have an accident. I MUST say these words to protect him.
So, back to cannabis. When I use cannabis, it STOPS magical thinking. I recognize it. It amuses me, sure... but I can see it, and I can push it aside, and NOT do "incantations" to "protect" everyone/thing. I have more logic in my thinking, with a lot less distractions. I wander down the magical path a bit less, and I'm more aware when I hit that path.
It could be due to neuro-diverseness, ASD, whatever... but for me, if using "heavy" means frequency, then yes, I'm almost always using. If it means how MUCH you use, I use very little, micro dabs, tiny flower hits, all through the day, to keep my mind clear/sharp, and my pain at bay.
Anyhow, I have a Shit-ton of inflammation today, all the way up into my sinuses... so, I'm really toasted... and I'm having another fucking hotflash... so, back to the vape!