Fuck the Parkinson's, the Dr just gave me a reason to smoke MORE!

[momofthegoons]

Hmmmm

OK what do you think 22 hours in the hospital costs?

You had some expensive tests there.... I'm guessing $15,000.

 

[mvapes]

Most is good, tge majority is well. But unfortunately my life is currently a living hell.

 

[VaporsVaporizer]

The bill is for $30,578.00 before insurance pays for what they will cover .

 

[Melting Pot]

The bill is for $30,578.00 before insurance pays for what they will cover .

So what did they come up with?

 

[DieHard]

So what did they come up with?

Shit yours will have at least 6 digits left of the decimal... Maybe 7!

 

[dorkus_molorkus]

Shit yours will have at least 6 digits left of the decimal... Maybe 7!

thats a lot of blow jobs on the streets of patpong (now MP is one of lifes transgender lovelies).

@Melting Pot - have you considered specialising? you know, elephants?, donkeys? ping pong?
Being able to play ' angry birds' sans limbs or digits and just with *ahem* new girly muscle skills?

Diversify my friend. Pay just as much attention to yr new 30min boyfriend as you are bending over and gripping yr ankles. He just might be the sugar daddy you are searching for to make those seven digits disappear. Ive seen some germans make 10 digits disappear, but thats another story.
hey wait, I think I may have found a new angle for your act.

heres a tip- get the $$$ offa @Stu upfront. You will spend so much time laughing he will get stage fright & mr floppy will go home less $40! (you have to charge $40 at least just to inspect him for critters, it requires a full hazmat suit and a mining helmet.)

 

[momofthegoons]

The bill is for $30,578.00 before insurance pays for what they will cover .

Holy shit... that's the same amount my hip surgery cost!!! It's outrageous, isn't it?

Most is good, tge majority is well. But unfortunately my life is currently a living hell.

I don't think everyone actually saw this...... and if they did, they didn't understand it. Our dear mvapes is really struggling right now.

I'm sorry if I am oversharing your business; @mvapes , but I think a post like that deserves some explanation. Apparently, the patches mvapes has been using to replenish his dopamine have been totaling destroying his serotonin output. So, he has been on a terrible roller coaster and now has to start back at square one trying to figure out what will work with the patches so that he can remain in a stable frame of mind.

I don't mind telling you all I've been extremely worried about him.

Not to take away from you @Melting Pot and the energy and good vibes you need from us... but mvapes needs some support at this time too. He may not come around as much as he used to, but you and your support are all still really important in his life.

 

[DieHard]

@mvapes my thoughts are there for you as well. If there's anything I can do. You know how to reach me.

 

[VaporsVaporizer]

So what did they come up with?

Nothing, every test 100% normal. It's all lungs. They did find a bronchogenic cyst, that's probably been there since birth and it isn't impeding my breathing in anyway.
I'm an enigma and always have been according to my Pulmo. My symptoms are worse than my test results and when i have an exacerbation , it gets really bad ..

There was evidence of my Pneumonia from Jan. on Chest rads, but other than that , nothing.

@momofthegoons , 10 years ago my mom had OHS at the same hospital for about $110,000.00 . I really thought the bill would be about $15,000.00.

@mvapes , I'm really sorry you're going though this , you don't deserve any more problems and i hope they figure it out soon. Stay strong we're all pulling for you

 

[mvapes]

Mental health is nothing to mess with. I've never in my life felt so low in such a bad way that the thought would cross my mind that perhaps the world would be a better place without me.

I can't stop crying as the mental anguish is leveling me like a steam roller. I had 3 self induced seizures last night. One of which happened while holding my Evol Internal Klein which shattered into pieces that I fell onto.

For this moment I seem to be ok but this roller coaster is throwing me for a loop.

I guess the PD wasn't enough, it seems like it's in the cards for me to take on another challenge.

I've done well with most but now I have trouble looking in the mirror and saying it's worth it.

 

[DieHard]

Mental health is nothing to mess with. I've never in my life felt so low in such a bad way that the thought would cross my mind that perhaps the world would be a better place without me.

I can't stop crying as the mental anguish is leveling me like a steam roller. I had 3 self induced seizures last night. One of which happened while holding my Evol Internal Klein which shattered into pieces that I fell onto.

For this moment I seem to be ok but this roller coaster is throwing me for a loop.

I guess the PD wasn't enough, it seems like it's in the cards for me to take on another challenge.

I've done well with most but now I have trouble looking in the mirror and saying it's worth it.

Damn bro. I wish I could help. I'm driving north later to Jax. If there is ANYTHING I can do PLEASE let me know. I'll stop in on my way just to check in . I mean it.

 

[Vicki]

Mental health is nothing to mess with. I've never in my life felt so low in such a bad way that the thought would cross my mind that perhaps the world would be a better place without me.

I can't stop crying as the mental anguish is leveling me like a steam roller. I had 3 self induced seizures last night. One of which happened while holding my Evol Internal Klein which shattered into pieces that I fell onto.

For this moment I seem to be ok but this roller coaster is throwing me for a loop.

I guess the PD wasn't enough, it seems like it's in the cards for me to take on another challenge.

I've done well with most but now I have trouble looking in the mirror and saying it's worth it.

If you need anything, please, please let me know.

 

[Reflections]

Your Family and Friends need you MVapes..Dont give up!

 

[VaporsVaporizer]

@mvapes You're worth it and your family and friends know you're worth it. I'm so sorry you are having such a fucked up time. I really wish there was something that we could say or do to help you.. Fight, just keep fighting -wishing you peace

 

[EveryDayAmnesiac]

I was a bartender at an event a few nights ago where the guest of honor was a 90 year-old woman named "Mary Jane Queen."

You think I'm above laughing at that? Of course you don't - and I wasn't.

 

[Melting Pot]

So fucking happy to be home !!!!!/

 

[herbivore21]

Mental health is nothing to mess with. I've never in my life felt so low in such a bad way that the thought would cross my mind that perhaps the world would be a better place without me.

I can't stop crying as the mental anguish is leveling me like a steam roller. I had 3 self induced seizures last night. One of which happened while holding my Evol Internal Klein which shattered into pieces that I fell onto.

For this moment I seem to be ok but this roller coaster is throwing me for a loop.

I guess the PD wasn't enough, it seems like it's in the cards for me to take on another challenge.

I've done well with most but now I have trouble looking in the mirror and saying it's worth it.

Fuck, brother I'd never noticed this thread until now (I know, amazing considering I've been here almost a year or something now!) I had no idea you were so sick!

I don't what else I can say but hang in there! You're a great dude and you've been one of the crucial people who has helped me to come to understand mmj and especially oils like I do now.

I hope your symptoms at the very least get to be bearable again quickly my friend!

 

[DOOM]

Mental health is nothing to mess with. I've never in my life felt so low in such a bad way that the thought would cross my mind that perhaps the world would be a better place without me.

I can't stop crying as the mental anguish is leveling me like a steam roller. I had 3 self induced seizures last night. One of which happened while holding my Evol Internal Klein which shattered into pieces that I fell onto.

For this moment I seem to be ok but this roller coaster is throwing me for a loop.

I guess the PD wasn't enough, it seems like it's in the cards for me to take on another challenge.y

I've done well with most but now I have trouble looking in the mirror and saying it's worth it.

Sorry to hear that man.

My neighbor is only 37 was just diagnosed with early onset dementia, not PD.

If only the marketing geniuses behind the brilliant breast cancer campaigns could do more to bring awareness to these early-onset neurological diseases.

 

[Melting Pot]

What's up @mvapes and @dorkus_molorkus @momofthegoons we need to get some shit started!!!

 

[momofthegoons]

@Melting Pot I see you've evolved.

And funny thing is I just saw this article this morning stating that poo flinging is a sign of intelligence....
in monkeys.

 

[mvapes]

 

[momofthegoons]

 

[mvapes]

 

[mvapes]

I just spoke with a good friend on the phone. He has a similar situation to me and is about my age as well. He's going through a rough time. His wife is having a difficult time relating to his issues and rightfully so, at our age there's not a lot of people who can understand what we go through.

My wife not only had but is still having a tough time coping, relating, or even fucking accepting my illness.

It was hard for me to understand how she could be such a douche but eventually I got it. She didn't sign up for this shit. No one wakes up one day as a kid and says, "I hope I marry someone with a disability someday". I mean that till death do you part shit has some loop holes.

Now, I'm not defending anyone here. I'm saying that my buddy, along with anyone else who has this kibd of issue that your not alone. Marriage is work, it takes effort just like anything else in life thats worth while. It's all going to play out in the end. It always does. It may not work the way you want it as of right now but I promise, it all falls into place.

And by the way, I was taught most of this by a very, very, very, very old wise woman. Almost as old as lwein.

 

[Vicki]

It was hard for me to understand how she could be such a douche but eventually I got it. She didn't sign up for this shit. No one wakes up one day as a kid and says, "I hope I marry someone with a disability someday". I mean that till death do you part shit has some loop holes.

Wasn't "in sickness, and in health" in your wedding vows? It was in our vows.

I made them take the "obey" part out because fuck that.