Hi guys,
Thanks Q for letting everyone know that I am ok.
I can't lie, the last few days have been rough. While I can't really talk about what happened I can say this, those of you with illness whether mental or physical please don't let it consume you. There's a whole world out there for us to enjoy, families that need our love, and friends who deserve our time. I've spent the last year with my head buried so far up my ass about PD that I kind of stopped paying attention to what was going on around me.
My friend mentioned to me that although this is a very difficult time you gotta remember that G-d works in mysterious ways.
My friend was right! The sun is shining bright today, I see the clouds parting. For the first time in a while I can see the world again.
I want those of you who reached out or mentioned my absence to know how much I appreciate the love. This is always going to be my stomping ground. You've all supported me for so long, it's a true testament to what FC has brought to the table for me. Now, I have to take what I learned here and be someone else's support and guide to help them through recovery and thank G-d I found the strength to do it.
I'm a lot fucking stronger than I thought I was.
Thank you all for being here for me.