So Tweek, I know how much knowledge you and others have about meds. Being without mine brings a who;e new perspective on PD. I can now appreciate how much progress I've made with my medicine. I actually am happy I'm miserable right now. Really.
This makes me even more excited about my decision. Medical technology has come so far, I should have been more appreciative for how well I was doing.
Lesson learned.
Sometimes it's hard to see through the fog of side effects...and you can feel like you are chasing your tail at times, but you are right...medicine has come a long way. I really do believe that natural medicines like Marijuana and ones created in the lab, can work together to cure and to help those suffering live more fulfilling lives.
Don't be hard on yourself, bro. We all go through the complicated process of trying to strike a balance that will allow us to live a full, and productive life, not one bogged down by our illnesses.
Stay hopeful...we are definitely in a better place than even 10 years ago.