Hello!
I'm Kevin, I live in a non-legal state. A student attending college, pursuing a bachelors degree in Social Work. At the age of 23, I'm finding myself in a position full of darkness and cold reality. Growing up, all of my friends and close circles always used weed recreational. Tagging along without participating, I was strongly against the substance because my parents raised me otherwise. True to my morals, I was known as that guy that always turned it down. I gained much respect from peers. Broken promises, straying friends into believing I'd one day participate with them in the future. I never did.
As I got older, I was going through a terrible relationship. I was with the girl for three years, the love of my life. As we disconnected more and more throughout the years, I found myself secretly caving in to my best friends request to try it. I gave in at around the age of 20. I did NOT get high the first time, it was a blunt, I took a few hits. Self aware of not wanting it to be scented with the smell, considering I come from a household where weed is not tolerated or respected.
Casually, we vaped from time to time the next few years. Towards the final few months of age 22, I used a small bong with my little cousin after he first tried the vape and enjoyed weed. We had bong hits almost every day for a week and a half, or two. About 3-6 bong hits I'd be knocked out.
At age 23, I was given a vape (Atmos Vicod) by the same best friend who introduced weed to me. I still am using it, dreadfully however. Since turning 23 in September, I've been vaping about two times a week, three max, one at minimum. I'm halfway through my BA degree, and I do find myself struggling with the effects of weed. I'm a very outgoing and sociable person, very down to earth and friendly. However, I notice from time to time I can be anti-social, I forget my place in society, I'm disengaged with my surroundings, and short-term memory loss has became a factor. I'm thinking my body isn't adjusted to the intake of THC and it's just a psychological effect.
After the break up with my long-term girlfriend, my only love, I use weed not as an anti-depressant but as a way to see the world in a different perspective. I would have never, ever, thought I'd be using weed in any way, shape or form. I was never a drinker, only at special occasions or gatherings, surprisingly I'm a vapor (refuse to say smoker) before I am a drinker.
I started developing a sense to research, a sense of wanting to be in the know, to devour knowledge on weed. The different strains, the beauty of it. The technological beasts of each device and what they carry. I found myself here after hearing about this site on Reddit r/trees or r/vaporents often. It didn't take long to find my fascination here, considering I've spent countless of months researching vaporizers. I'd also like to add, I'm not a social smoker. If a group of friends are smoking, I tend to stay away from participating. I rarely do engage. This also has to do with hating the taste of smoking, it's disgusting. I have yet to roll my first joint or blunt, and I don't ever plan on doing so. I very rarely smoke from joints or blunts. I find myself only vaping before bed, by myself, and on some occasions with my best friend at a designated, remote location.
While I do not want to get overly consumed with weed, not because it's looked down upon but because I want to be able to finish my goals and accomplish as much as I can before being side tracked. Most of that goes to a possibly an attachment to finding ways to always be occupied, finding things to do, as opposed to or probably having to do with addictive personality. However, I'll find it in my ability to purchase a vaporizer and medicate (recreational) as a reward for good grades and further accomplishments.
If anyone has any questions, concerns, or need a friend, in any way please, do not hesitate to contact me. Consider me an emotional shoulder to lean on, if for whatever reason you would like to relate to any life complications, please, do so. I'm all ears, I love to help. I admire everyone's reason to why they use the substance, we all have our reasons. I hope to remain a casual here.
Thanks!