grokit
well-worn member
I totally understand where you are coming from, and I think rw would have as well. I don't think I would say that he failed; I would say that while he obviously struggled with depression, substance abuse, and the failed relationships that these first two factors can facilitate, he was pretty successful at what he did proactively to help others. I'm positive these activities helped greatly with his internal struggles over the years.Like I said I refuse to believe suicide is the only way, that's to give me hope. A combination of things sometimes is what it takes. Maybe a complete change in life where you dedicate yourself to a cause, maybe just surrounding yourself with the right environment/people. Try anything and everything. I don't claim to have the cure, and I'm not claiming its easy. Maybe he tried all that and still failed.
If I was to guess: it wasn't his demons that pushed him over the edge as much as it was his parkinson's diagnosis, as he was always able to take action against these demons but an incurable illness is a whole different ballgame. He may have even done it out of not wanting to become a burden to those around him, all we can do is speculate what may have been going through his head at the time -- so this was mine.
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