@TheFatBastard , i guess so too ^^
I'm not in an association or something like that, but officialy tested yes !
The answer i was looking for with that test was a way for me to have a better understanding of myself.
That question came with my kids at school.
And you ? Do you belong to such an organisation ? What has been your way to deal with that gift ?
When did you realise the kind of "gap" you had to face in order to deal with other people ?
And where is cannabis in your story ^^
Well, I was tested when I was 10 at school, though I never knew the exact result, but I remember that they talked about “very high potential”. I‘ve always been aware of being “smarter” than most people around me, though I learned soon that the real smart thing to do is behave normal and hide my eccentricities. I was tested again when I was 14, and confirmed I was in that 99% percentile.
Since then, is something that I just accepted as part of my personality, with all pros and cons, but never felt defined because of my IQ, thought knowing it helped me to understand some behaviours of mine. I was interested again in the subject recently because of my kids. I’ve been a fully functional guy, I can‘t relate to these poor highly gifted guys that are socially impaired, which led me to think I wasn’t that smart really. I knew what was like to feel different, but I saw my intelligence as a tool and not a curse.
I can feel the gap in order to deal with other people, most of the time is like is not worth to explain how I think or feel about some concepts as justice, happiness, success, love, people, etc….I know the smart thing is to adapt, so I don’t really make any efforts. I love that Joaquin Phoenix meme as the Joker , saying “you wouldn’t get it”, it really fits my thinking in a funny way.
When I started using cannabis nearly my 40’s, it was like if I my brain had been working my whole life at 9000rpm and then, suddenly, I was 3000rpm. And it felt NICE. Beside that, I also discovered a lot of things, like different thinking and idea associations, which truly attracted my curiosity about cannabis and how it works in the brain, and, specially, how it can be used to improve my life.