Lots of good advice has been given already. If I were you, I’d sell the Pax and all other devices you have and don’t enjoy and I’d get something portable of quality and a hard hitter for home use.
Portable you’re probably best off with the TinyMight (or if you wait a little the TinyMight 2 which is just coming out).
Home use, if you’re looking for something cost effective, the Elev8r is great value for money, hits hard and tastes phenomenal (it’s all glass, whether you use it with a bong or the wand it can be ordered with). Only thing for the Elev8r, you’ll need one of the bigger butane jet lighters (kitchen supply size) to operate it effectively without getting a coil for it.
Alternatively for home use you could go with a Stick Brick OG or the Hydro Maxx if you want to go through water. Also powered by a butane lighter (but the Stick Brick will do with a regular, smaller one and actually comes with such a lighter), these hit hard and direct, I find them most akin to combusting, you might appreciate that.
If you want to spend some more on a heavy heavy hitter, a Flowerpot B0 or B2 for home use will most likely give you the effects if nothing else…
Another home device known for its great flavour is the Herborizer Ti.
If you try any of these and you really don’t like it, vaping might just not be for you
. But I also liked what others have said, make sure you give your palate enough time to adjust to vaping before you judge the flavours you get.
Good luck!