The difference for me after contemplation is seeing reality, It's Odd that "Inteligent" people see paying more than X$ in tax offensive, yet they willingly pay Tax $ to Drive,Drink(Booze)"Smoking" Gambling,Luxuries,Property Etc Without even thinking about the amount there being "Milked" . A collective Coma sort of, Maybe I should try to Ignore Inconsistencies(like a good movie) or i may become cynical
OH yeah and i find myself lying down(PutDown) on the matress hugging my dog till i come back hehehe (Alot) does smoking Dope do that for You