I to like to think I am a seeker of truth, I to am fairly dumb at times, plain stupid even if you will. We are not that different you and I. Hearing the birds outside, seeing the earth wake up, basking in sunlight puts a smile on my face and in my heart as well. I don't need to believe something or someone was responsible for creating it. It's 'just' nature, it is.
Just to respond to your example, I don't believe that someone who decides to cut their neighbors head off listens to their own judgment but rather his or hers desperation, anger, frustration, fear or some sort of combination of the before mentioned. I get people can get confused and mistake signals from within, but we have therapists and psychiatrist to help them with that. I don't think religion should be the answer to those problems. Christians commit murder to unfortunately, some of them even do it just in the name of christianity itself.
The word 'worshipping' just makes me cringe to be honest. I think it's unhealthy to put someone, anyone on a pedestal like that. We are all just humans, nothing more and nothing less. It's still debatable if Jesus even existed as far as I know. Some scientist are sure he didn't, others are still open to the idea he might have, but no prove whatsoever has been found. How can you believe everything is true in your thousands year old book, do you have any way of verifying what you are reading is true, or even appropriate in this day and age? Do you realize how much harm that same book has caused to millions of people as well? I think it's just a matter of interpretation, nothing else. And the danger with that is that everyone does so in their own way, which unfortunately means to their own gain for many as well.
Religion and/or the people who practice it scare me, they really do. I believe it holds back the evolution of mankind as well as the evolution of the individual. And again, I just don't see the need for it.
But I know we will never agree about this. I've had this discussion so many times before, in one form or another, and it never lead to anything constructive. I'm not even sure why I posted in this thread to be honest. Thinking about my friend probably triggered it. I'm not arrogant enough to think I could have done anything that would have kept him from turning to religion, but I still feel I failed him in some way when he did.