Why do we need to forgive you
@ataxian , if you don't wish to discuss your condition, that's your prerogative and I respect your privacy.
I am sorry to hear of your predicament, I get the feeling, many of us who truly medicate with cannabis, actually have a condition we are treating, and generally it aint a grazed knee or anything so trivial.
The only consolation for you is you are in a place you can freely obtain and use your medication without the fear of arrest / prison, something us suffering with anxiety disorders living in Draconian backward thinking countries could do with out!
@KC2K - again no need to apologise, really sorry to hear you have been ill and needed surgery, I wish you a speedy recovery.
I agree that Autism can be a gift in certain areas, I guess it helps me with my music, however, it also hinders, I can't play the keyboard (or any real instrument) because of my poor fine motor skills,I also will never be able to read music or understand that way of expressing music, I can't process the symbols, remember all their meanings nor can I keep time or process the written notes, to playing the sound quick enough nor remember the sequence of notes etc.. I have trouble remember the words to my own songs / raps, so not sure how much of a gift this ASD really is!
Unfortunately for me this couldn't be further from the truth, my experience and current situation I am fighting with the courts and legal system shows, that the majority of people abuse, manipulate, bully and coerce people with my condition and are surrounded by those that aide and abet this behavior to the point of covering up the crimes on their behalf.
Average Joe, like you and me perhaps not, but we are actually in the minority, all those in positions of authority or power I have found to be financially corrupt, disabled abusing paedophiles and their supporters, which includes the police, ombudsman, regulators, government / politicians, press / media, courts / judges / solicitors / barristers, doctors / councilors .. it's an extensive list and I produced YouTube videos / web pages that exposed it and proved it!
I am still fighting with the UK Legal Ombudsman and still may need to seek redress via the European Court of Justice if it doesn't get resolved.
Until the laws meant to protect the weak, vulnerable and disabled are actually enforced, I fear that it is only people like us, who actually care and want to change things!