I don't have the inclination not the time to go into it all right now. but there are a few things I'd like to say.
I was a bit harsh, upon re-evaluation, and I certainly could have chosen more tactful words and a better means of delivery and for that I do sincerely apologize, to one and all, including tvs, no not including, particularly tvs.
I do have issues, I will make them known, and do my best to not come across in any sort of brash manner.
I have been upset lately, in general, dealing with issues in my life. I know that is no excuse but its a fact.
I learned from my elders it is NEVER wise to speak in anger.
I will explain everything about this whole thing and my views and try my best to explain, I feel the why's of any given situation or matter are of great importance. so tomorrow or at soonest, I will expound upon my WHY and try to do it in a clear and concise way. (the concise bit can be a challenge for me at times
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WHY
ask yourself WHY you defend him in
specific terms.
what exactly in tvs are you defending?
are you defending him and his ways? or are you defending his negative review of the AR?
what exactly about what I have said is so wrong? and on what grounds are u basing your support of him and this judgement of me wrong?
ask yourself why you did not consider my WHY.
WHY is it made out to be a me against him?
what EXACTLY are the issues here?
WHY has no one asked me my side?
WHY is that fair?
please everyone consider this, do u know what the issue is before u take a side in ANY given situation not this one?
I honestly think some do not know or have not even considered what my real issues are. WHY?
and the last WHY
WHY do you THINK you understand this is about the AR? or a me v tvs? WHY
Is it easy to stand behind someone or something when you are the majority.
I have points which should to be considered BEFORE you judge me. PERIOD
yet no one seems to care about that i suppose.
Is it wise for one to judge another without first hearing THEIR sides of a situation?
ONLY THEN should one form a conclusion.
I can not imagine justice based on such process.
I implore you to ask yourselves these WHY questions, and take time to consider your WHY.
I know EXACTLY what my WHY's are and you should too. Do?
What are all the variables? Do you know them?
what factors are used to form your conclusion?
Things are not always as they seem. truer words have not been spoken.
one last thing Ild like to share with you all , I'll leave it up to you to determine its relevance
This is a Native American Proverb, Introspective through and through. So simple yet so powerful, it never fails to move me. I know I needed to read it again for that fact that is does.
An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life:
A fight is going on inside me, he said to the boy. It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil - he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is good - he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. This same fight is going on inside you - and inside every other person, too.
The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather,Which wolf will win?
The old Cherokee simply replied, The one that you feed.
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