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The Apology Thread

Discussion in 'The Vapor Lounge' started by EveryDayAmnesiac, Jul 13, 2014.

  1. EveryDayAmnesiac

    EveryDayAmnesiac Bad news from the stars.

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    So, there is a "Fuck You" thread, how about an Apology thread?

    I'm sorry, FC, for making you put up with my bullshit. But like any good friend, I expect you to handle it, and receive me with kindness, the next day when I am myself.

    Anyone who follows FC closely should know by now why I go by the moniker "EveryDayAmnesiac." (Also, it's the name of the screenplay I've been working on since I was 16.)

    If there's one thing I know better than anything, it's apologies.

    I'm particularly sorry to the FC moderators, who have shown more patience / kindness / wisdom than I ever expected to find in this world.

    We are all very lucky to have FC, and I, in my right mind, am truly thankful for it.

    Again, I'm sorry. For... well, everything.
     
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  2. CarolKing

    CarolKing Singer of songs and a vapor connoisseur

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    EDA, I really like having you here on FC. I thought maybe you were having a bit of an off day. I didn't want you to get in trouble. I could see things start to escalate. Glad you are doing fine.:)
     
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  3. EveryDayAmnesiac

    EveryDayAmnesiac Bad news from the stars.

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    Shit happens, right? :shrug:

    :shit:
     
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  4. VaporsVaporizer

    VaporsVaporizer On the Stoop

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    EDA, i started reading that thread last night, because it got pushed up/ lots of chatter. I'm always intrigued by new vapes and i'm still looking for the perfect REAL in my pocket portable for city use.

    I knew where you were coming from ;). I'm always a bit skeptical now when new posters come to a thread about a new vape, we've seen it before :lol: BUT, i also have to realize i was a new poster too a few years ago and i'm not someone with a lot of posts. I talked about my Volcano and was that a disaster :rolleyes: but Fuck it, i've been vaping longer than a lot of people here and that means nothing too :brow:

    It took a while to find my way around here , how to post , what to post and then everyone assumed i was a guy for a LONG time because i didn't state i wasn't :lol:.

    There are some people on here that i swear are shills/ getting freebies, for the companies because they never find anything wrong with any vaporizer. :uhoh:

    What i have learned is , unless i don't care how i spend my $, don't be an early adopter, made that mistake a few times.

    Don't beat yourself up over it-it's just the internet;) keep posting:tup:
     
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  5. Deja Vu

    Deja Vu drawn to FC like animal magnetism

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    Nice thread. Big thanks to the mods, particularly @momofthegoons and @pakalolo for their patience with my constant rule-breaking, requests and questions. Means a lot guys & girls. You got me on the right track ;)
    and thanks to whoever pays to host the site. Lots of hours at work are spent on this site while I try and pass the time.
     
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  6. KidFated.

    KidFated. Watch your pawking metaws.

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    I'm sorry @ataxian I'm still packing my bags and lookin for a plane ticket, please have the spare bedroom ready for me. How much is rent?

    I'm sorry, I gotta go back to work now..
     
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  7. Deja Vu

    Deja Vu drawn to FC like animal magnetism

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    Visiting him at his glass palace are you? Tell me how the notorious swimming pool is

    [​IMG]
     
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  8. basement farmer

    basement farmer My face is melting...

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    Don't be...
     
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  9. Vicki

    Vicki The Bionic Woman

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    I apologize to myself for wasting so much of my damn life on a useless, corrupt, and cruel religion! :nod:
     
  10. Enchantre

    Enchantre A short, pithy statement

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    :nod::doh:

    ... and for raising my two children in that, and messing up their lives. I hope they get some good out of therapy. I have apologized to my daughter, at least... got some resolution.

    I'd like to apologize, in a broad, blanket sense, for all the snarky posts... I try for humor, a touch of sarcasm for flavor, and BOOM!, it just sounds like I'm a bitch. I'm sorry.
     
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  11. GeekyGodiva

    GeekyGodiva Happy Hairy Herbal Faerie

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    I am sorry I upset you by saying it felt like you were withholding information. I wish you had let me explain myself. I had a good time while we weren't fighting, at least.
     
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  12. EveryDayAmnesiac

    EveryDayAmnesiac Bad news from the stars.

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    I'm sorry to my mother and father, who basically had no choice but to bribe me to go away after one terrible, terrible series of publicly humiliating nights. Hunter Thompson style nights, but less funny, and more sadistic.

    And go away, I did, all the way to the backwoods of the other coast.

    Maybe one day I'll start acting like a real goddamn grown-up and start making my own money again.

    So it goes.
     
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  13. Enchantre

    Enchantre A short, pithy statement

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    Gee, I'm sorry I offered my opinion about religion.
     
  14. Mr. Gweilo 420

    Mr. Gweilo 420 Dude

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    Don't be sorry!! God is a superstition IMO.

    I'm sorry for a lot of things
     
  15. Vicki

    Vicki The Bionic Woman

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    I'm not!
     
  16. KidFated.

    KidFated. Watch your pawking metaws.

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    I'm sorry, I refuse to voice my opinion on religion.
     
  17. RUDE BOY

    RUDE BOY Space is the Place

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    :bang: Yeah, without Religion and faith the world as we know it wouldn't exist. It would be a sad fucking world that i would want No part of. :myday:




    :evil:


    Oh yeah; Sorry about that !
     
  18. EveryDayAmnesiac

    EveryDayAmnesiac Bad news from the stars.

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    I'm sorry, Sarah. I regret everything.

    And I know you're sorry too.

     
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  19. farscaper

    farscaper Well-Known Member

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    im sorry females are offended when I call them dude...
    dude is not a gender... at least I quit calling everyone "man"
    there is my old standby "hey fucker!"

    im my world dude is a compliment...
    im sorry, but when I talk to someone cool... dude comes out when im comfortable...

    if I call you sir or ma'am... its sarcasm... or I dont like or know you and dont want you to make judgments of who I am by my speech mannerisms..

    so ladies, I love you dude! im sorry, but get over it.

    Being a dude is totally cool...

    its a lebowski thing...



    at least I didnt call you "hey bitch" like so much popular music does. at least when I call you dude its out of respect...

    and there is a big diffrence between religion... and spirituality... sorry but you can thank closed minded "religious" types for forcing prohibition.

    and du pont... wtf was I talking about dude?
     
  20. EveryDayAmnesiac

    EveryDayAmnesiac Bad news from the stars.

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    Here I am again. In the stupid fucking Apology Thread.

    I keep doing the same goddamn stupid things, over and over, and then I wonder why I'm unhappy.

    It has become quite clear to me that my mental illness is no longer fun and games, but causing serious, perhaps irreparable damage to myself and those around me. Something's gotta give. I'm tired of waking up and not knowing what I have to apologize for, but knowing there must be something.

    I've never been this dark before. I literally don't know what horrible thing I'm going to say or do next. I am completely out of control.

    For fuck's sake, today I was just sitting out in my yard cackling to myself about god knows what for god knows how long. Then I just started crying, and once that was done, I was howling with laughter again. You know, that scary laugh?

    This apology goes to all of FC, but in particular @vtac, @pakalolo, @Stu, @momofthegoons, and
    @CarolKing.

    I'm also proud to say that I haven't had any alcohol for over 10 hours. This hour has been the toughest one yet. :ugh:

    "We may be through with the past, but the past is not through with us."
     
  21. farscaper

    farscaper Well-Known Member

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    its ok.

    I apologize for being the least helpful... helpful person avaliable.

    really I shouldn't be allowed to speak in public forum type settings.... I only put my foot in my mouth and have to edit later so as to not sound so stupid/erragant/mean.

    sorry people. I tried... and failed again!
    when will I learn to shut up?
     
  22. Seren

    Seren Away with the fairies

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    @EveryDayAmnesiac - For what it's worth - in my eyes, I think it's a good sign you're here again. It means you have reached some clarity in recognising that some things need to change, so that your life can also change for the better. 10 hours without a drink is a pretty impressive first milestone if you ask me :tup:

    @farscaper - I have only ever appreciated your wonderful art and your thought provoking musings :2c: :)
     
  23. lwien

    lwien Well-Known Member

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    Ok, time for some apology poetry:

    You should know
    I gave your goldfish
    .....a few drinks of Coke,
    And now they're floating
    ....On their backs.
    Forgive me.
    They looked so thirsty.
    Besides, I didn't MAKE them drink it. :uhoh:
     
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  24. GeekyGodiva

    GeekyGodiva Happy Hairy Herbal Faerie

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    I am sorry I vented your problems to a third party. I just... I don't know what to do when you are the one I normally confide in.
     
  25. Deja Vu

    Deja Vu drawn to FC like animal magnetism

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    Sorry for posting such a terrible apology.
     

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