@ltv We sound quite similar, only I am treatment resistant. I have tried every medication and while they can dull the worst of it, they don't do much so I am only on one now. That one may be of interest to you, Mirtazapine. It WILL increase your appetite, much more than weed does. It is also wonderful for sleep, especially short wave sleep. I have never slept so well.
Weed is the only thing that seems to move the needle for me. I discovered that by accident last year when I decided to try some after decades of mostly abstinence. My usage pattern and effects mirror yours, other than your new anxiety after consuming. You say you use the same strains, but did this start after getting a new batch? Could it be something with that particular grow? Myself, I'd take a hit or two and watch and see what the effects are. If you get anxiety, it will go away in a few hours. If not, you have some relief. When I was on my 30 day break, the last week I got very bad depression symptoms, so do keep an eye on your mood as you continue on the break.