What was your T-Break Experience ?

lwien

Well-Known Member
As many of you know, my weed consumption is VERY low, but VERY frequent. I have vaped/smoked bud every single night for years, but I consume very little. Just 3 to 5 hits per night does me just fine.

So for the first time in years, I've taken a few days off. It is now day 5 without bud. From what I've read from others who have taken T-breaks, they have experienced things like increased dreams, decreased appetite, increased agitation and a bit of insomnia for the first week or so of not smoking/vaping bud. For me, I guess because I use less than most, I didn't experience these things, but what I did experience was pretty obvious and fairly dramatic.

I'm pretty physically active. 5 days a week, I go for a 4 mile run. What happens is, I leave the house, go for a run, and come back. That's about it. But since I've been on this T-break, going on 5 days now, I've become more aware of the detail of my surroundings, like marveling at the cloud formations, like seeing the activity of the birds while I'm running, like smelling the scent of flowers, like noticing the smile on a baby's face, like noticing the affection of a 90 year old couple walking down the street, like noticing how green the leaves are on a tree that I pass by.

It's akin to a fog being lifted and all of a sudden, I'm noticing things around me that I've never paid much attention to before. It's a nice change, so much so, that I think T-breaks will come around a bit more often.

Changing things up is a good thing for it's way to easy to get into a rut, and that goes for just about anything, including weed.
 
lwien,

momofthegoons

vapor accessory addict
Interesting lwein, because I find the exact opposite to be true. I'm way more aware of everything around me when I'm using bud. When I'm straight, I'm too aware of my pain and seem to be more negative and self absorbed. However, I do think that when high, you can often get distracted and maybe that's what you are interpreting as fog. While I was combusting, I also had more energy when I was not using regularly. Now that I vape, I don't find myself with the "lazies" as badly. I'm looking for stuff to get into.

But, everyone is different and reacts differently. There haven't been too many times in my life that I've stopped; basically just pregnancies and a couple of illnesses here and there. And one time when I was afraid they would drug test me for a job. That was the worst time; maybe because I had to instead of just wanting to.

Glad you found yourself enjoying your break. :)
 
momofthegoons,

lwien

Well-Known Member
momofthegoons said:
Interesting lwein, because I find the exact opposite to be true. I'm way more aware of everything around me when I'm using bud. When I'm straight, I'm too aware of my pain and seem to be more negative and self absorbed. However, I do think that when high, you can often get distracted and maybe that's what you are interpreting as fog. While I was combusting, I also had more energy when I was not using regularly. Now that I vape, I don't find myself with the "lazies" as badly. I'm looking for stuff to get into.

But, everyone is different and reacts differently.
Yeah. For me, I tend to get more self absorbed when I'm using bud. When I went on this break, I was able to get "outside" myself and my surroundings became more apparent. But yeah, we are all different in that way. But for me, the change was a nice one and kind of brought back the idea that changing things up rather than doing the same things day in and day out, can be a good thing.
 
lwien,

moonlit knight

Well-Known Member
I think that the increased quality of sleep may play a factor for you here as MJ disrupts REM sleep so you're not as well rested in the mornings (some say they are but then they end up feeling crappy when afternoon comes :p). Maybe you are negatively affected by bud though, it changes from person to person.
 
moonlit knight,

DevoTheStrange

Ia! Ia! Vapor Fthagn!
i've always used bud to take the "Me" out of the equation. It allows me to look at things without using myself as a reference point. It moves me outside of the box. Whenever I take a tolerance break, my mind takes over and becomes very ego driven.
I notice less of my surroundings and focus more on what is going on in my head. My ability to day dream is diminished.
Not saying that I don't like being sober. Just a little more work goes into my sober self in order to interact with the outside world.
 
DevoTheStrange,

steiner666

Serial vapist
DevoTheStrange said:
i've always used bud to take the "Me" out of the equation. It allows me to look at things without using myself as a reference point. It moves me outside of the box. Whenever I take a tolerance break, my mind takes over and becomes very ego driven.
I notice less of my surroundings and focus more on what is going on in my head. My ability to day dream is diminished.
Not saying that I don't like being sober. Just a little more work goes into my sober self in order to interact with the outside world.
Couldnt have said it better myself. Herb gives me a better perspective on pretty much everything, helps me realize whats really important and whats not. If i feel like quitting my job because it pisses me off, i get stoned and see how essential it is to being able to survive (and having anything to vape!). If me and the g/f are having a fight, esp one over trivial stuff like money or something, getting stoned helps me see whether its something i should just let go, or something that's genuinely wrong and needs addressed. I'm also more empathetic and able to see things from other ppls points of view, whereas when i'm sober i tend to think that mine is the only one that matters. Vapin a bowl has prevented me from making many rash and/or selfish decisions that i probably would have regretted.

Sometimes i think that maybe it isnt so much that herb helps me be nicer/better when i'm on it, but it makes me meaner/worse when i'm off it. However, I have taken a couple "t-breaks", sometimes for days sometimes weeks, at times when i started to think that and found no appreciable difference in my everyday attitude and behavior, so i know that's not true. I'm just a regular, self-centered american guy when i'm sober, when i'm stoned i'm like an enlightened zen monk. I dont think its a dependency because its a higher level of awareness and insightful thoughts than i've ever experienced, sober or on any substance.

I will say that there are things i really dont enjoy doing when i'm stoned, and going for walks or exercising is def one of them. So i usually walk my dog in the morning before i vape my first bowl of the day, or after i get home from work before i vape my nightly bowl.
 
steiner666,

mattybass

Quasi-Intellectual
DevoTheStrange said:
i've always used bud to take the "Me" out of the equation. It allows me to look at things without using myself as a reference point. It moves me outside of the box. Whenever I take a tolerance break, my mind takes over and becomes very ego driven.
I notice less of my surroundings and focus more on what is going on in my head. My ability to day dream is diminished.
Not saying that I don't like being sober. Just a little more work goes into my sober self in order to interact with the outside world.
Ditto on that.

One of the attraction to MJ for me is the 'lineation' of choices I make... That is, I tend to really think of a problem in it's most basic form, a problem, and each solution having it's share of pros and cons. I can make decisions much more fairly and they usually turn out for the better. Sobriety really does what you say, it creates a certain egotism that influences the decisions you make to be solely for your own benefit and not the benefit of others.
 
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lwien

Well-Known Member
God, I'm beginning to feel like such an anomaly. :uhoh: I wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that I've been doing this for so long as well as ingesting just about every mind-altering substance there is back in the late 60's, early 70's, and that bud now just affects me a bit differently in relationship to not being high.
 
lwien,

mattybass

Quasi-Intellectual
lwien said:
God, I'm beginning to feel like such an anomaly. :uhoh: I wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that I've been doing this for so long as well as ingesting just about every mind-altering substance there is back in the late 60's, early 70's, and that bud now just affects me a bit differently in relationship to not being high.
You said it best here man:

Iwien said:
Changing things up is a good thing for it's way to easy to get into a rut, and that goes for just about anything, including weed.
 
mattybass,

bcleez

Well-Known Member
Everything in moderation...

I have taken a semi t-break from heavy use (15 years) like 24/7 to just like 1 time a week 2 stems tops. I feel so good, have lost 25lbs, work out 4x a week, walk my dog a ton... and i get wrecked....everytime now its like too high to function. I enjoy life a lot more. I think i was depressed too and that can be really tough to turn around.
 
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GreenLeaf

Well-Known Member
I agree with keeping everything in moderation.

There have been short periods of time where I have smoked or used THC daily or even 24/7 but I never did it for years or decades.

Herb gets boring when you use it way too much or daily, and it's not fun having a huge tolerance and then remembering the times when you had a low tolerance and got a lot higher from smoking/vaping just a tiny hit.

I don't need THC or herb to think outside the box at all or see things from a different perspective.
 
GreenLeaf,

bcleez

Well-Known Member
Greenleaf, I agree 100%... it does get boring, but the thing is if you don't take time to think about it you really don't even notice it.
 
bcleez,

Choism

Well-Known Member
I medicate daily and it's not boring for me in the least, maybe someday I'll feel like Iwien. I think the age factor has a lot to do with it. Getting high in my late 20's is a world of difference from my early 20's. Different stages and perspective in life plays a big role.
 
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SmokieMcP

Well-Known Member
DevoTheStrange said:
i've always used bud to take the "Me" out of the equation. It allows me to look at things without using myself as a reference point. It moves me outside of the box. Whenever I take a tolerance break, my mind takes over and becomes very ego driven.
I notice less of my surroundings and focus more on what is going on in my head. My ability to day dream is diminished.
Not saying that I don't like being sober. Just a little more work goes into my sober self in order to interact with the outside world.
EXACTLY!
 
SmokieMcP,

THCMuscle

Well-Known Member
momofthegoons said:
Interesting lwein, because I find the exact opposite to be true. I'm way more aware of everything around me when I'm using bud. When I'm straight, I'm too aware of my pain and seem to be more negative and self absorbed. However, I do think that when high, you can often get distracted and maybe that's what you are interpreting as fog. While I was combusting, I also had more energy when I was not using regularly. Now that I vape, I don't find myself with the "lazies" as badly. I'm looking for stuff to get into.

But, everyone is different and reacts differently. There haven't been too many times in my life that I've stopped; basically just pregnancies and a couple of illnesses here and there. And one time when I was afraid they would drug test me for a job. That was the worst time; maybe because I had to instead of just wanting to.

Glad you found yourself enjoying your break. :)

I'm with you 100% on that one. MJ helps me see the bliss in the tiny things in life that I would normally ignor or not notice, such things like Iwien stated like the beauty in nature, small aspects of people's personalities that make them who they are, added care for animals and increased connection with animals. I really become aware of the millions of puzzle pieces that make up life and I am aware that even the tiniest pieces you normally discredit actually make up for a lot of what makes life enjoyable

Occasionally I'll find when I'm high I can step so far back from every day life and humanity in general I can really conceptualize the world for what it is and how screwed up and weird it is, though they may even seem like delusions at the time they also carry over into sober life. When I reflect on these feelings while sober I find that they aren't dillusions they make perfect sense. It's like a reality check.


What's really phenomenal is that I find I make these realizations while I'm high, but they carry over into sober life (yes even after I'm entirely sober and even Tbreaked). I don't find myself making these realizations while sober, but reflecting on the ones I have made while I was high and accepting and recognizing them while sober. Makes me wonder if I would have made these realizations having never danced the dance with marry jane.
 
THCMuscle,

Bouldorado

Well-Known Member
I'm on a forced t-break now (vacation), though I don't mind it, the main issue is the fucked up sleep schedule. The last two nights I've averaged probably 5 hours of sleep, and not by choice. However, the time change and sleeping in motel beds probably contributes to that significantly. Mentally, I don't feel much different from a sober day (between daily smoking), nor do I feel the need to change my sobriety via other substances. The only time so far I've wanted to be high was on the plane, which was due to sheer boredom; 5 hr flight w/ the only source of entertainment being an ipod.
 
Bouldorado,

tuscan tins

Active Member
I often find that just changing things up is more beneficial than a t-break, I try not to stay in the habit of doing the same thing over and over again every day at the same time :).
 
tuscan tins,

scooter

Dailo
I had a forced t break as well this past summer. Went on a cruise to alaska which by the way is beautiful. If it wasnt dark all the time, i wouldnt mind living there for awhile. But anyway,
I didnt notice any difference in my behavior while on this break. aLL I thought about for half the trip is how great it would to be high on a cruise ship, going thru alaska! haha mayb someday...Everytime I would see a breathtaking sight, I would just think to myself, "this would b even more awesome with the GANJA!

But gettin high for the first time after the break, was sweeeet? I was thinking about taking another day or 2 day break, just to relive that experience. But i dunno if I would even last that long!
 
scooter,

t-dub

Vapor Sloth
ok, just got back from a cruise to Mexico (been to Alaska it was awesome), about a 10 day forced t-break, and all went well. I was grumpy to say the least, I normally have a short fuse and for a couple of days the fuse was really, really, short (nonexistent). Thank goodness I got to hang out in the spa all week, it really helped. One thing I did notice and made me think twice about vaping on a future cruise: When you get off the ship, you can still feel the motion of the ocean so-to-speak. Well, I took some meclizine HCl to get rid of this residual effect, and was feeling well enough to vape. Wow . . . the motion came back like 500% so I think vaping increases the perception of the motion, which could be a problem on a ship, and also the perception of my Tinnitus as well which is another experiment I have been doing on myself with a hearing specialist involved.

t-dub
 
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