herbgirl
cannabis aromatherapist
anybody out there who medicates for bipolar disorder notice a difference in the symptom relief from smoking vs vaping?
I have suffered with depression since my teens. Tried med after med they all left me "not depressed" but flat and numb and fucked up my libido. I'm pretty sure Zoloft made me attempt suicide twice.
Started smoking pot in HS and used off and on recreationally for years. Didn't put together until later in life that pot was the only thing that kept me on an even keel, leveled out the highs and lows a little, i always assumed that was because i was addicted.
Just recently i started doing some research into Cannabis and bipolar and lo and behold all these years i had been self medicating - not to get high, but to feel normal! It doesn't mask the symptoms, just makes them more tolerable. Sometimes bipolar can be fun and i don't want to block that - my highs tend to be when i'm at my most creative and i've learned over the years to use that to my advantage - the lows - not so much, but pot helps some.
Pot has allowed me to have a normal life as a homemaker, wife to my wonderful husband, my HS sweetheart and Mommy to two wonderful boys (one with special needs). It slows down my racing thoughts and helps me focus, and it keeps the irritable edge off being a bipolar ADHD stay at home mom of two kids!
Been vaping exclusively for a few weeks now and I think vaping is more beneficial for me as it preserves the clarity but still provides the mood regulating effect. It doesn't seem to have as much of a sedating effect as smoking, but sometimes i need that. maybe i should save abv from the day and revape it at night for the sleepiness?
also anybody know the compounds in MJ that affect bipolar?
any thoughts?
I have suffered with depression since my teens. Tried med after med they all left me "not depressed" but flat and numb and fucked up my libido. I'm pretty sure Zoloft made me attempt suicide twice.
Started smoking pot in HS and used off and on recreationally for years. Didn't put together until later in life that pot was the only thing that kept me on an even keel, leveled out the highs and lows a little, i always assumed that was because i was addicted.
Just recently i started doing some research into Cannabis and bipolar and lo and behold all these years i had been self medicating - not to get high, but to feel normal! It doesn't mask the symptoms, just makes them more tolerable. Sometimes bipolar can be fun and i don't want to block that - my highs tend to be when i'm at my most creative and i've learned over the years to use that to my advantage - the lows - not so much, but pot helps some.
Pot has allowed me to have a normal life as a homemaker, wife to my wonderful husband, my HS sweetheart and Mommy to two wonderful boys (one with special needs). It slows down my racing thoughts and helps me focus, and it keeps the irritable edge off being a bipolar ADHD stay at home mom of two kids!
Been vaping exclusively for a few weeks now and I think vaping is more beneficial for me as it preserves the clarity but still provides the mood regulating effect. It doesn't seem to have as much of a sedating effect as smoking, but sometimes i need that. maybe i should save abv from the day and revape it at night for the sleepiness?
also anybody know the compounds in MJ that affect bipolar?
any thoughts?