shredder
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I've been meditating since my teens but have never read a book, taken a class or heard a lecture. But it all started in my childhood when I would frequently go out in the bush and just sit, listen and breathe. First hearing about meditation in my teens it already sounded familiar but it's association with foreign religion more or less kept me from seeking it out initially. I suppose I practice more eastern meditation of emptying ones self. I don't find these mindful/guided meditations useful, they are to rigid, to listen to me and do what I say but I guess they really work for others. I meditate several times a day, off and on weed, for as little as 15 minutes to a couple hours. I wake up early, hours before the rest of the house so I meditate in my lazy boy with my eyes closed in the dark, staring by clearing my mind and focusing on my breathing listening to the crickets chirping and the wind through the leaves of the trees until I'm no longer thinking of my breath and I'm just existing in the moment just part of my surroundings, free from thought and any neuroses about my life. I'll typically keep that up until the morning chorus of bird songs, open my eyes and watch the sunrise then vape. Daytime meditations are usually shorter, I frequently do it with my eyes open, looking out the window at the swaying trees or watching my dog sleep and breathe along with her. At night in bed I scratch my dog and focus on my breathing until I just fall asleep.
Im a little different in my practice. I focus on my breathing, drawing energy through the 7 chakras with each breath. I also silently repeat a mantra, I, on my inhales and AM, on my exhales. Easier than it might sound. Eventually I may drift into nothingness, but even if I don't, focusing silently on your breathing directs your mind leaving less room for random thoughts. It's nice to give your brain a time out, lol.