I have been sharing a couple of my experiences with some of the staff.
You all realize by now that the staff are mostly very sensitive folks with very large hearts.
Our pakalolo is hardly an exception.. and is thinking of others a good deal of the time.
It was pak that recommended that I share a couple of my meetings of compassionate beginings for new patients that were referred to me for "the talk"..... A visit to the Vape Room in my home.
XXXXX... a sweet gal, with a disturbingly obvious arthritic condition in her hands had been vaporizing with an NO2 I got for her at a GREAT discount. It was less than perfect for her due to her limited Manual dexterity... but she used it for over a year, as her only vape. At that time it was the best discount I could get on a good portable. (
I forgot to mention that she needed it to be portable!).
I see her monthly to monitor her progress, help clean the unit, make sure she has ample meds etc.
In a much better position now, I contacted her to visit me... I had a surprise.
I saw her and traded that NO2 which she could barely open and close for a brand new Solo. I had given her an acrylic Volcano grinder at the time that she came to me to learn about her NO2.
I gave her a new Space case with her Solo!
She tried to give me her NO2 and Volcano Grinder in a spirit of community support.
I considered accepting to pay the ripple effect some respect and move the favor on... but I realized that
she had paid her own cash for that NO2.
Egos are fragile when one is sick
Pain makes you look down upon yourself.
I know this because I take a pretty bloody emotional beating at my own hands from day to day.
I
know when it is time to give a gal a leg up to a better view of the parade.
I told her... "
Thanks, but you better keep that as a spare.
You're in the big leagues now.. a Vaporist, tried and true.
Now you own a grinder collection, and have a back up vape for the road.... you go girl!"
Her rapid hug nearly broke my aching form, but did wonders for my heart.
NO2... this brings me to another good visit.
XXXXXX. Kid was a sharp one, but like others in his condition, somewhat sheltered, and so kind of straight laced and naive about "meds".
I stood over his 13 year old shoulder as his mom sat and watched with me, as he neatly disassembled and reassembled the NO2 after a few demos.
In a short time, he was a Noob Vaporist, with a new grinder and NO2. I had 2 NO2 "Riot Cases" so I donated one so he could leave in style. Again.. that old Ego thing. Help someone who is down, NOT feel in debt when you are doing a favor for them... Let them walk away feeling the excitement of feeling rich for a minute.
Yesterday was a good one here.
Mother/son patients....
Mom came because her Doctor asked her to please try vaporization.
getting off Morphine was hard, but she did it all the way by using MMJ. Smoking. At night though she could not sleep for the discomfort of the withdrawal. She used herb more to sleep, but began to suffer due to extreme explosions of coughing, that caused vomiting and hyperventilation.
She learned fast, and we tried different vapes.
She loved the Vapor Brothers, and so it was what she got!
The upward angle of the element is daunting to some, but she was up for the challenge, and learned fast. (start inhaling a few inches before you get to that heat source, and slide it on down!).
Her son is an old kid (30) to be living at home, but had a brain injury, and became awkward socially, and irresponsible materially, and financially. Prone to dropping things and breaking many items.. he was given a unit also..
A Vapure Cube It was the most disposable of the vapes that I had that I could repair or replace with few tears. I will be happy with him getting 6 months out of it.
The vapure Cube was the non-digital one with a rotary on off switch. It was a donation from Randy just for this situation!
Mom got the space case grinder, while he got 2 acrylic grinders. We discussed that his grinders were cheaper quality, so that I could give him double, as he loses things.
They got a few buds to start off things, and each got a
cannabutter cookie with no warning and an
ABV muffin with a heavy-ass warning as my thanks for letting me talk to them.
Like each new vape owner, they each got a bottle of 91% Iso.
They each, like every patient that I work with each walked away with a hug and this pin:
I just picked a couple of the patient's stories.
There are other stories.
My stories are not always easy to share without tears.
I can still talk about the Volcano that we brought to the couple in one Hospice.
But I know that when they are gone it will become harder to talk about.
*When you sit with someone and answer Marijuana questions for a couple of hours...
*Then spend a while teaching them to use a vape...
*Then get medicated with them, to show them your style....
......which in turn becomes THEIR style.
*Learning what strain they need.
*Remembering what parts they break.
*Watching them on each support visit, use their vape..
with my own signature quirks and moves...
*And knowing that they are in great pain, like me....
*...seeing that you are a rare one to have their trust (and their smile)
..It all makes you feel close to a person.
It is all good and makes my LARGE debt to the Universe seem tolerable day to day, to do what I do.
There is a very painful side too.
I only see low income, moderate to severely disabled patients.
They are often very ill.
And old.
It hurts when I get "that phone call".. and it never gets any easier.
I know I was there for them and made those days better for them.
A selfish man I am I suppose.
I am doing this to ease my own conscience, because I feel I am indebted to the Universe for the gift of extended life, that defies medical odds.
Thanks FC... PhotoRider...Staff and members alike for being a huge part of this chapter.
Edit.. lazylathe and VaporsVaporizer were in touch.. and others that specified no names.
These folks are helping me out... but I must make something clear. I will pay postage where I can, but it is important to me that no person suffer financially. If you sell vapes to help your own lives, then you are already serving "a patients needs". It would make me feel best if those that wish to help do not spread themselves too thin to try to do so.