Quetzalcoatl
DEADY GUERRERO/DIRT COBAIN/GEORGE KUSH
I had the most fantastic and vivid daydream the second time I took Ambien. It was in a hospital post-op for a big surgery so I had it on order if I needed it, but it's one of those drugs on the list they don't tell you that you actually have access to unless you ask for it (because of high abuse potential...)I have ATAXIA (Late on set).
Medical Cannabis is the most effective for me.
Ambein C was making me sleep walk.
Vicodone was making me mean.
Prozac made me feel like killing myself?
UCLA PHD's?
No Meds!
Just Cannabis in my case works best and no side effects!
ATAXIA that I have effects my GAIT and SPEECH.
I use a cane just so people know I'm not drunk!
My mind is clear just my motor skills are a bit messed up!
Anyways, so I might have let it dissolve under my tongue instead of swallowing it... and I might have just had my Dilaudid shot a few minutes into feeling "something"... but I ended up seeing myself in third person, from a sidewalk, rolling down the street. I was in this 10-12 foot wire frame model of a Trojan horse that I had built out of pipes... but here's the thing, it actually doubled as a fuckin' moonshine distillery. Oh, and did I mention it was on wheels and I was driving it down the road? Yeah, cruisin' down the block in my pony, on the way to my best friend's place to show him what I made.
Fade to black, open eyes, 7am. Still in the hospital.
I was on Roxicets (oxycodone + low-dose acetaminophen) for one of the seven surgeries after I was released and it kept me up all night, made me irritable, and the constipation was the worst I've ever felt. That was, I believe, the second surgery... The third one was the same deal, up until 6 or 7 in the morning, sleep some, wake up miserable in pain, take pills, get bitchy and easily frustrated, shut myself in because I'm frustrated, sleep, act like nothing happened, repeat. Finally got taken off of that and onto Norcos which are working much better, although they're a bit weaker. With medical cannabis I've been able to stay at a relatively low dose of up to 2 5mg pills per day, as well as Cymbalta and a few other non-narcotics. So far so good on the antidep, I had a bit of nausea at the beginning but it was easily taken care of and my doctors are happy that I'm able to keep it at low doses for so long. I will occasionally get flareups that can only be managed with pills but it feels like they are starting to become fewer and farther in between. The Cymbalta was for general pain, not for depression, by the way. It's just about finding the right combo for you.
Glad to hear you're off, ataxian, sounds like they weren't doing you any good