Hi, apart from a promise to dear ol' dad, lawyer advice and trying to live a different life, I have drug test every month, trial still did not start but likely I will have "trial survey" that hopefully will convince the state to give me a fine, do some charity work (I already volunteer at
http://www.projectsunshine.org/ - Israel) and have more drug test for another year ...
After stopping without a warning I had anxiety and after a month I started taking pills for 6 month, that was really bad in the beginning and I was so revealed when I was done with it, as you know these pills can be addictive, and after 3 months I wanted to stop but after a day or two I was afraid and felt odd without...I did it again after 6 months and I understood that I would feel shitty for a couple of days but gladly that was over... I did not play guitar at all and my mojo was hurt...so glad it over!
@momofthegoons thank you very much
its good to see you to!
Likewise
@Stu
@RUDE BOY thanks as well ... and
@t-dub I do focus on the beauty of the moment, actually I try not to think about these "things", it seems to long ago - all the stuff that were talking about here, it will be weird when its all over, it almost feels like I'm "trapped" but it doesn't bother me, it's just going to be so awesome when everything blows away...