I hate the guy to. I know what you mean but not all strains are bad. Actually the purple urkle is amazing calms me right down harlequin will get me more anxious then purple urkle. Just getting irritated now that I have this magic butter machine and can’t even figure out how to make something simple because pot is not listed as an Ingriedient for cannabis coco butter and many other things.
I'm sure anyone here who uses an MB machine can help with the recipe. There is an MB thread on FC.
Go ask on that thread, I'll wager recipes will start flyin' at you.
The problem you've stated before is that you don't have a place to decarb your flower...
if you can find a pal's place to briefly (40 minutes) make aromatic (turn on the exhaust fan in the kitchen!), you can decarb it (240F for 40m) and then stuff it into the MB machine to make your butter or edible oil.
something doesn't make sense... Harlequin is normally (at least on THIS coast) substantially higher than Purple Urkle in CBD, and should work BETTER to calm you down than Purple Urkle. I dunno if they are playing games with the names or what... do you get labs with the stuff from the state? I'd be REAL curious about how the flower was grown, and what it and you might have been exposed to. Black market stuff is notorious for having pesticides and fungicides on it, and I have a friend who is extremely sensitive to all that crap (which should NEVER be medicine for sick people!!!), so this may be in play with you as well.
CBD WILL NOT GET YOU HIGH. PERIOD.
It WILL relax you, lower your anxiety, help your depression, help eliminate muscle spasms, and help protect your body from a number of things (cancer proliferation, etc.).
It is also useful in treating PTSD and other things.
It can (dose dependent) modify your response to THC, smoothing it out a bit, extending it's action, and inhibiting anxiety attacks from highTHC.
But if you think you're going to get the same response from a highCBD strain as you will to a highTHC strain, um... NO.
One thing... you DO know that if you intake CBD BEFORE you intake THC, the CBD WILL inhibit the THC?, but if you take them simultaneously, it will modulate it, not inhibit.
I don't know why mixing your strains gave you such a poor result, can you post the labs you have for them?
Mixing strains and rotating strains is a pretty universal strategy among long term chronic pain/cancer/etc patients.
There is a LOT of info on FC, dig a bit more, you'll find a lot of the answers, and if not, you'll likely be in the right place to either get them or get pointed to them. Each thread holds folks with special knowledge and experience. It can be a bit overwhelming, but dive in, the water's fine. Don't toss in the towel from early frustration.