Ven
Praying Mantis
For those of you who don't know, I have an extremely rare form of insomia that makes me NEVER feel tired, sleepy, drowzy whatever. I can go as long as I like until my muscles or brain will manually begin to sleep, aka I can't move and my thoughts become staggered and difficult.
I feel so useless right now, my thoughts are so hazy. The first night I took a generous amount of whip hits to ease me into sleep...with no luck. Day 2 I took two bowls worth of whips, and blew a bag, I got high as a kite but just could not sleep. Last night I avoided all caffiene, ate some leftover xmas turkey (apparently good for sleep, heh), and took 5-6 bags of vapor from my Extreme and still had another all nighter.
Here I am day 4...On the third day I should have gone to the hospital so they can put me in a chemically induced coma to reset my sleep pattern, but it is honestly the shittiest feeling. Normal ansthetics have very little effect on me, I find marijuana helps, but I was denied for medical use. So they use a heavy duty chemical that they inject me with, it's a horrible feeling...imagine thousands of arms reaching out and grabbing you, pulling you into the darkness.
Now, not like I would know, but if I had to guess, it feels like dying, it isn't relieving at all the way marijuana is...it's a sinking feeling, and when I wake up, I'm not exactly speedy gonzalez, my muscles and brain figure they'll take a little vacation and function minimally to catch up.
I apologize for the long post, but I don't really expect to be sleeping anytime soon tonight either unfortunately, and typing this gives me something to do while my next bowl heats up.
Peace
Ven
I feel so useless right now, my thoughts are so hazy. The first night I took a generous amount of whip hits to ease me into sleep...with no luck. Day 2 I took two bowls worth of whips, and blew a bag, I got high as a kite but just could not sleep. Last night I avoided all caffiene, ate some leftover xmas turkey (apparently good for sleep, heh), and took 5-6 bags of vapor from my Extreme and still had another all nighter.
Here I am day 4...On the third day I should have gone to the hospital so they can put me in a chemically induced coma to reset my sleep pattern, but it is honestly the shittiest feeling. Normal ansthetics have very little effect on me, I find marijuana helps, but I was denied for medical use. So they use a heavy duty chemical that they inject me with, it's a horrible feeling...imagine thousands of arms reaching out and grabbing you, pulling you into the darkness.
Now, not like I would know, but if I had to guess, it feels like dying, it isn't relieving at all the way marijuana is...it's a sinking feeling, and when I wake up, I'm not exactly speedy gonzalez, my muscles and brain figure they'll take a little vacation and function minimally to catch up.
I apologize for the long post, but I don't really expect to be sleeping anytime soon tonight either unfortunately, and typing this gives me something to do while my next bowl heats up.
Peace
Ven