VisiblyVaped
Well-Known Member
I need to start a log, a journal, a diary even if you will. I have been smoking cigs for about 14 years with a 2 year break and now it's time to quit.
I felt weird the last couple nights so I went to the urgent care center yesterday - turns out I have broncho spasms and acute adult on set asthma, neither of which are caused by the cigs but still they irritate the symptoms. Nevertheless, time to kick the habit fully before there's any real worry or any irreversible damage to the lungs (They did xrays and tests to determine that, I'm only 30 and never was a heavy smoker - 1/3 - 1/2 pack a day at the most).
I had one last night. Felt strong about quitting.
Fast forward a few hours, where my 2.5 week old newborn is crying for an hour, I'm sleep deprived, my fiancé is irritating me due to her previous insistence to not supplement with formula during the night which almost guarantees better sleep (the kid is up nursing every 3 hours.....for an hour each time and then doesn't go right to sleep).
I crack. I go to my car where I left a few "in case of emergency break glass" cigarettes in there.
I light it up. I take 4 drags then throw it out because I feel weak and disgusting physically.
Mentally.......damn that was good.
So my fellow vape enthusiasts and combustion fuckers, I come to you. I come to you for support, understanding, and as people I can vent to. I kicked the smoking habit with cannabis, vapes all the way, but I gotta kick the one habit that can kill me.
Sidenote - doc was cool with medical mj. Didn't mind that I vaporized it at all, since that doesn't counteract the bronchio-dilating properties of thc the way that smoking the flower can.
So, ladies and gents, here we go.
Day 1.
Who's gonna follow me on this fucked up journey?
I felt weird the last couple nights so I went to the urgent care center yesterday - turns out I have broncho spasms and acute adult on set asthma, neither of which are caused by the cigs but still they irritate the symptoms. Nevertheless, time to kick the habit fully before there's any real worry or any irreversible damage to the lungs (They did xrays and tests to determine that, I'm only 30 and never was a heavy smoker - 1/3 - 1/2 pack a day at the most).
I had one last night. Felt strong about quitting.
Fast forward a few hours, where my 2.5 week old newborn is crying for an hour, I'm sleep deprived, my fiancé is irritating me due to her previous insistence to not supplement with formula during the night which almost guarantees better sleep (the kid is up nursing every 3 hours.....for an hour each time and then doesn't go right to sleep).
I crack. I go to my car where I left a few "in case of emergency break glass" cigarettes in there.
I light it up. I take 4 drags then throw it out because I feel weak and disgusting physically.
Mentally.......damn that was good.
So my fellow vape enthusiasts and combustion fuckers, I come to you. I come to you for support, understanding, and as people I can vent to. I kicked the smoking habit with cannabis, vapes all the way, but I gotta kick the one habit that can kill me.
Sidenote - doc was cool with medical mj. Didn't mind that I vaporized it at all, since that doesn't counteract the bronchio-dilating properties of thc the way that smoking the flower can.
So, ladies and gents, here we go.
Day 1.
Who's gonna follow me on this fucked up journey?