Tweek - We get it...REALLY!!! That's why we all meet here...we are tormented in ways that are special and common. My torment runs deep (emotional/psychological) and is majorly self imposed. Always has been, always will be. That's my life-long condition. Born to die with it. So be it. My friends on this thread help make life bearable. My friend of almost 50 years doesn't get me near as well as all of you goddam muther fuckers! I think the deep-seated sympathy/empathy that you feel so painfully so much of the time is an attribute that most, if not all, of us share on this thread. It's in our DNA...a blessing and a curse at once.
I'm grateful!
...and obviously very conflicted
.
So anyway, Tweek...don't even think of disappearing - WE'LL TRACK YOU DOWN
and make you eat
for it! Cheers pal! Be well!