Note: The following post was written this past morning and apparently I was unaware that I never finished or posted it.
Well, I'll revive this thread since I need it now. I knew it was going to be a rough night. Even though I did get a good 4-5 hours of sleep, I woke up in too much pain to continue sleeping around 4:00.
I did just have a really nice moment. I heard the toilet flush in the bedroom from my pallet mattress on the living room floor. That meant that I could go in there and get a couple minutes of snuggle and hug and "there, there" with my wife without bothering her sleep before the work day. I don't know how that sounds to someone else, but that moment with her was enough to recharge me with love for just a few more hours and let her still get the sleep she needs to bring home the soy bacon.
Also noticed that it got really cold in the night. Had I known, I would have lit a fire in the stove and in wouldn't be so darn cold in here. I called a dog to come sleep under my covers to warm me up and a cat on my chest too now.
(after some hours)
Well, I did sleep a little more. Sweet wife didn't wake me up to help her get ready on the morning since I had already prepared her lunch and packed her lunch box last night. But I normally make her breakfast while she showers and I really feel awful that she left without a bagel or a fruit smoothie. I know she will just eat protein bars or something on the way or at work, but making her a healthy fresh breakfast of her choice is one of the things I do to love her and I didn't do it and feel bad about it. I'm sure she didn't want ot disturb me since she must have discovered me actually sleeping.
end of this morning's post.
So it has been one really rough night and day and I'm getting ready for another rough night. I've got to get some rest and do anything I can to pump myself up for the 25 minute drive tomorrow to the acupuncture clinic. Assuming I am able to do that, I might be able to take a dog to the dog park and around the lake with my wife if I can drive to pick her up from work.
So, I'm going to go read my book, the PK Dick novel "The Man in the High Castle", which is awesome because it's one I haven't actually read and is being made into a TV series with the pilot available on amazon.
So, im pretty sure that I'll be around here for first four twenty tomorrow is anybody wants to hang out in this thread early in the morning.