Hoping I have the right subforum section to post in. A bit confused. Maybe give me a hint for when to use Ask FC or idk. I'm zoned out right now and best not to overthink (as I do, but my head is resting now).
Bottomline of topic (read paragraphs below for further info). Anyone activate a high on a day they didn't intake cannabis?
Short background. I toked with a buddy years ago. Got a buzz a couple times. Once took a huge hit way too hard holding the carb and left reality. And I'm generally one to question things, which made drifting into a high a bumpy ride. I need downers and the uppers seem to f**k me up. I'm realizing that I was probably fighting the drug and it gave me those reboots of consciousness. Very scary with deja vu. I don't have giggly highs, but maybe it's the drug or my approach to utilizing it.
And there was another time a year ago with someone else I went overboard again.
Now that I'm on my own doing this alone and have my own material (which happens to be indica), I'm doing alright. I'm really learning a lot. A bit hesitant to get sativa uppers since I'd guess that when you're off a drug it has the opposite impact. Yes, you can use it to jumpstart and even out your mind's balance, activate the weaker sides. In my case, I think I need sedative effects to rest and then use my natural energetic self. But I'm unsure what to do as my usage grows exponentially greater now and hoping I'll be able to fix my mental health and dial back my dosage without insomnia again.
But now to the point. After those huge doses (big scary incidents where I left reality), I recall falling into highs when telling someone about it. Topic came up at my laboring job where we all (me especially) barely got sleep. Telling the story, the deja vu kicks in all this time later and my mind gets into some weird dizzy state again. And a person might wonder if I'm joking as usual. Another instance, I'd smell the bag of a friend smoking and feel high. Maybe there was ambient smoke too.
I've spent many years more or less alone and finally am in a job where I can meet people. Almost a bad thing since having a carrot dangled in front of you is torture. If a girl walks by with that shy look (looking away, but walking in my presence), possibly trying for attention, it's worse than being with the laboring man crew. But it's probably good to get some social life as therapy, just as buddies, so I'm working on getting time get to know this girl or others to just express ourselves and hopefully chill.
I spend so much time in my own head. Either that or physical exertion in the gym or jogging in the cold with bare exposed skin. My thyroid condition, adrenal fatigue, lack of sleep, everything made me feel like I was watching a tv as my eyes.
I've been vaping and using edibles lately and try to make sure I ease off dosage for the afternoon and evening before work the next day. Like, feeling semi-sober when going to sleep. And waking up sober. But my body seems to store the cannabinoids for activation. Like when I get home I feel high. When I'm heading to bed, I might activate a particular brain program that draws the cannabinoids.
But damnit when it happens at my job. I just hope it'll never be a big one. So far it's mild and possibly even a good thing as long as I'm doing something familiar. It might calm me from anxious lonely thoughts especially when that girl walks by but is too shy to say hi certain days (I'm pretty sure I'm not misreading). Or other girls or guys.
Is this two different things? I'm wondering if those 2 big incidents did something to my system that activated on rare occasions when I was so sleep deprived I was basically high anyways. Maybe those were psychosomatic. But feeling high at my job... I'm so confused if this is in my head, if there's hibernating cannabinoids, maybe my brain can get high on its own. I might sound like a mess but I'm alright, just overthinking. Time to toke! Enjoy today, take it easy with feeling lonely and ride it out, toke, and make sure I'm not too high at work.
I drank a Kombucha tea that has residual alcohol. Man, that does wonders for anxiety at my job haha. I'm already kooky and circles under my eyes, and I probably function better a bit loose (thus I seem significantly less f**ked up than when I'm sober).
Bottomline of topic (read paragraphs below for further info). Anyone activate a high on a day they didn't intake cannabis?
Short background. I toked with a buddy years ago. Got a buzz a couple times. Once took a huge hit way too hard holding the carb and left reality. And I'm generally one to question things, which made drifting into a high a bumpy ride. I need downers and the uppers seem to f**k me up. I'm realizing that I was probably fighting the drug and it gave me those reboots of consciousness. Very scary with deja vu. I don't have giggly highs, but maybe it's the drug or my approach to utilizing it.
And there was another time a year ago with someone else I went overboard again.
Now that I'm on my own doing this alone and have my own material (which happens to be indica), I'm doing alright. I'm really learning a lot. A bit hesitant to get sativa uppers since I'd guess that when you're off a drug it has the opposite impact. Yes, you can use it to jumpstart and even out your mind's balance, activate the weaker sides. In my case, I think I need sedative effects to rest and then use my natural energetic self. But I'm unsure what to do as my usage grows exponentially greater now and hoping I'll be able to fix my mental health and dial back my dosage without insomnia again.
But now to the point. After those huge doses (big scary incidents where I left reality), I recall falling into highs when telling someone about it. Topic came up at my laboring job where we all (me especially) barely got sleep. Telling the story, the deja vu kicks in all this time later and my mind gets into some weird dizzy state again. And a person might wonder if I'm joking as usual. Another instance, I'd smell the bag of a friend smoking and feel high. Maybe there was ambient smoke too.
I've spent many years more or less alone and finally am in a job where I can meet people. Almost a bad thing since having a carrot dangled in front of you is torture. If a girl walks by with that shy look (looking away, but walking in my presence), possibly trying for attention, it's worse than being with the laboring man crew. But it's probably good to get some social life as therapy, just as buddies, so I'm working on getting time get to know this girl or others to just express ourselves and hopefully chill.
I spend so much time in my own head. Either that or physical exertion in the gym or jogging in the cold with bare exposed skin. My thyroid condition, adrenal fatigue, lack of sleep, everything made me feel like I was watching a tv as my eyes.
I've been vaping and using edibles lately and try to make sure I ease off dosage for the afternoon and evening before work the next day. Like, feeling semi-sober when going to sleep. And waking up sober. But my body seems to store the cannabinoids for activation. Like when I get home I feel high. When I'm heading to bed, I might activate a particular brain program that draws the cannabinoids.
But damnit when it happens at my job. I just hope it'll never be a big one. So far it's mild and possibly even a good thing as long as I'm doing something familiar. It might calm me from anxious lonely thoughts especially when that girl walks by but is too shy to say hi certain days (I'm pretty sure I'm not misreading). Or other girls or guys.
Is this two different things? I'm wondering if those 2 big incidents did something to my system that activated on rare occasions when I was so sleep deprived I was basically high anyways. Maybe those were psychosomatic. But feeling high at my job... I'm so confused if this is in my head, if there's hibernating cannabinoids, maybe my brain can get high on its own. I might sound like a mess but I'm alright, just overthinking. Time to toke! Enjoy today, take it easy with feeling lonely and ride it out, toke, and make sure I'm not too high at work.
I drank a Kombucha tea that has residual alcohol. Man, that does wonders for anxiety at my job haha. I'm already kooky and circles under my eyes, and I probably function better a bit loose (thus I seem significantly less f**ked up than when I'm sober).
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