I seem obsessed well since fb its easier to locate people. I am only on fb four years. So I look up various women who either, rejected me/turned me down, or the opposite some I either was not intended with, or, didn't quite have the gumption to try. And usually I get a polite email back and that's it. But seems friendly enough and one contacted me and it was sort of flattering And we meetup once a year when I travel to her country . but I seem to want to investigate every female I ever had a conversation with, where us she now, what does she do, married, children. Does this seem weird or normal so to speak.