FR0ST
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I know there is an active thread about anxiety going on right now, but I wanted to create my own thread, as my situation is different.
Background
I've been struggling with situational anxiety, paired with IBS symptoms, for almost a year now (pretty much since I finished university). I've always had a lot of anxiety over doing presentations etc, but always managed to pull them off (on one occasion taking an etizolam before an important presentation). But recently it's spiraled out of control, and into other parts of my life, and my plans of working in London have been halted due my inability to cope with traveling on the underground/buses etc; due to the nausea I feel when anxiety kicks in, and the worry of suddenly needing the toilet (which are scarce at best in London).
I've done around 6 Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) sessions with the NHS which really helped. Through exposure training I can now reasonably happily ride buses around where I live. But I live in the countryside, and that's a whole different ball game to big cities.
(I exercise pretty regularly, training Muay Thai 2-3 times a week, and Judo once a week and in general I'm pretty relaxed.)
My anxiety problem has really stopped my career in it's tracks. I'm desperate to progress, as although I'm currently enjoying working for a small local company as a web developer, my salary is very low in comparison to my qualifications. And I've always had my sights set on becoming a software engineer.
I could easily continue to do the job I have now, but I'm not where I want to be in my life, and I'm feeling pretty stuck.
I've decided that by this time next year I want to be able to move to Bristol (smaller and easier to deal with than London) and work as a software engineer. The problem is that my situational anxiety will transfer into job interviews too (very bad nausea, upset stomach, sudden need to go the toilet), making the whole process of moving to Bristol and getting a job much more stressful than it should be.
After completing the CBT course, I went back to my doctors as although I had made progress, I am still no where near ready to move to a city and continue with my life. They offered me Citalopram (an SSRI), but I'd really rather not take an SSRI.
I would also like to avoid having to use benzo's on the regular (I don't currently), though I'll likely have one before job interviews etc just to get me on the level.
Note
I enjoy micro-dosing cannabis occasionally to relax after work, or to get to sleep after muay thai training. However, I have an extremely low tolerance, and in general high THC strains only worsen my anxiety. I find it to be very psychoactive, with a headspace similar to a psilocybin mushroom experience.
I only really enjoy micro-doses, or the occasional larger hit to watch a movie. But if i'm somewhere were i'm not totally comfortable weed can cause me anxiety, so i don't use it recreationally.
Questions
After months of research I finally found ukcbd.com, which stock charlotte's web tinctures, and other lab tested CBD products. After checking out their lab results, I decided to buy their UKCBD-710™ RASPBERRY – GOLD CONCENTRATE ‘DAB’ – 210mg per gram. But I've yet to test it out, as I'm currently trying to decide what vaporizer to buy.
Sorry for the wall of text, I'll try to edit this post and make it more concise if I can.
Background
I've been struggling with situational anxiety, paired with IBS symptoms, for almost a year now (pretty much since I finished university). I've always had a lot of anxiety over doing presentations etc, but always managed to pull them off (on one occasion taking an etizolam before an important presentation). But recently it's spiraled out of control, and into other parts of my life, and my plans of working in London have been halted due my inability to cope with traveling on the underground/buses etc; due to the nausea I feel when anxiety kicks in, and the worry of suddenly needing the toilet (which are scarce at best in London).
I've done around 6 Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT) sessions with the NHS which really helped. Through exposure training I can now reasonably happily ride buses around where I live. But I live in the countryside, and that's a whole different ball game to big cities.
(I exercise pretty regularly, training Muay Thai 2-3 times a week, and Judo once a week and in general I'm pretty relaxed.)
My anxiety problem has really stopped my career in it's tracks. I'm desperate to progress, as although I'm currently enjoying working for a small local company as a web developer, my salary is very low in comparison to my qualifications. And I've always had my sights set on becoming a software engineer.
I could easily continue to do the job I have now, but I'm not where I want to be in my life, and I'm feeling pretty stuck.
I've decided that by this time next year I want to be able to move to Bristol (smaller and easier to deal with than London) and work as a software engineer. The problem is that my situational anxiety will transfer into job interviews too (very bad nausea, upset stomach, sudden need to go the toilet), making the whole process of moving to Bristol and getting a job much more stressful than it should be.
After completing the CBT course, I went back to my doctors as although I had made progress, I am still no where near ready to move to a city and continue with my life. They offered me Citalopram (an SSRI), but I'd really rather not take an SSRI.
I would also like to avoid having to use benzo's on the regular (I don't currently), though I'll likely have one before job interviews etc just to get me on the level.
Note
I enjoy micro-dosing cannabis occasionally to relax after work, or to get to sleep after muay thai training. However, I have an extremely low tolerance, and in general high THC strains only worsen my anxiety. I find it to be very psychoactive, with a headspace similar to a psilocybin mushroom experience.
I only really enjoy micro-doses, or the occasional larger hit to watch a movie. But if i'm somewhere were i'm not totally comfortable weed can cause me anxiety, so i don't use it recreationally.
Questions
- Has anyone experienced anything similar to this, and did you manage to make a full recovery - If so, what did you find was helpful?
- Has anyone used CBD to treat situational anxiety similar to mine? If so, what did you find most effective, tinctures or vaporizing etc?
After months of research I finally found ukcbd.com, which stock charlotte's web tinctures, and other lab tested CBD products. After checking out their lab results, I decided to buy their UKCBD-710™ RASPBERRY – GOLD CONCENTRATE ‘DAB’ – 210mg per gram. But I've yet to test it out, as I'm currently trying to decide what vaporizer to buy.
Sorry for the wall of text, I'll try to edit this post and make it more concise if I can.
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