Asperger's Syndrome & MMJ

DDave

Vape Wizard
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I'm almost the opposite, home is my safespot and I feel sick leaving it always, I try to take a backpack of all the things that make me safe at home when I leave the house I. E. Vapes laptop hat drinks snacks I don't wanna feel trapped anywhere
Clukx, save for the vapes, I'm doing the same!!!!

it feels terrible though when your safe zones get ripped out from under you... when a calm place that you design becomes pure chaos due to negligent desires of others...

now nowhere feels calm, nothing quite safe... all alone in the black with.. the dog...

waiting... waiting... holding on tight and waiting for something to break and change...

falling... head over heals

endlessness as if ive been here all along... just pretending I was someone... somewhere else....


...Fcc
Hory Clap! This is like reading my journal!

I'm on a TBreak! And the worst part, I don't know when I will be able to end it! A brutal time and just today tested clean on a Pee Test.... well, not enough to be comfortable with taking a legit test, but those Amazon test kits seem to fricking work. Ordered a 10 pack. Wifey tested clean. I didn't. Three weeks later, my test kit barely indicates I'm almost there.... I feel like :shit:! My ears are ringing off the hook, I can barely hear and am awaiting my next case of the spins... :rant:

Honestly, mandatory TBreaks should be discussed in the F*** Y** Thread! At great length, with yucky pictures and as many 4-letter words as possible!

story of my life I'm at work right now having a decent day nothing too hard but I'm fighting back tears and just want to go home for no reason?
Deja Vu... (not the FC member, ;).... just the feeling!)

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farscaper

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Clukx, save for the vapes, I'm doing the same!!!!


Hory Clap! This is like reading my journal!

I'm on a TBreak! And the worst part, I don't know when I will be able to end it! A brutal time and just today tested clean on a Pee Test.... well, not enough to be comfortable with taking a legit test, but those Amazon test kits seem to fricking work. Ordered a 10 pack. Wifey tested clean. I didn't. Three weeks later, my test kit barely indicates I'm almost there.... I feel like :shit:! My ears are ringing off the hook, I can barely hear and am awaiting my next case of the spins... :rant:

Honestly, mandatory TBreaks should be discussed in the F*** Y** Thread! At great length, with yucky pictures and as many 4-letter words as possible!


Deja Vu... (not the FC member, ;).... just the feeling!)

:ugh::cry:
tbreaks fucking suck! I feel for you @DDave I was on a tbreak cause I was too sick to get out of bed unless I had to vomit or ..the other end... no food and even water made me sick.

glucose all out of whack... cannabinoids all outa whack... and topped off with
I think I had a seizure on saturday but I cant be sure cause I had to be left alone all day. no responsibilities of keeping track of children... but I had nobody to keep track of me either.

I havnt been the same since...

heres to brighter (but less photosensitive) days for those who cant get high at the moment!

and for those who are low now, you are not alone my friends. I walk beside you invisibly... until the next bowl is packed and the next dab is loaded.
 

DDave

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Accessory Maker
tbreaks fucking suck! I feel for you @DDave I was on a tbreak cause I was too sick to get out of bed unless I had to vomit or ..the other end... no food and even water made me sick.

glucose all out of whack... cannabinoids all outa whack... and topped off with
I think I had a seizure on saturday but I cant be sure cause I had to be left alone all day. no responsibilities of keeping track of children... but I had nobody to keep track of me either.

I havnt been the same since...

heres to brighter (but less photosensitive) days for those who cant get high at the moment!

and for those who are low now, you are not alone my friends. I walk beside you invisibly... until the next bowl is packed and the next dab is loaded.
Thanks @farscaper! I'm sorry to hear of the difficulties you've been having as well! Here's to feeling better - everyone!!! :spliff:

Thanks for the kind words guys, I think we're losing my mom this week, I'm kind of in shock still and sort of numb to it but we'll see how I am this weekend pray to the universe or whatever you believe in for my mom
Clukx, am so sorry! Everyone here knows how verbose I normally am... but I ... at this time I can only offer my condolences and prayers...
 

clukx

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thanks ddave i should be at the hospital right now but i really cant be there alone, she shouldnt be either though..this is so weird right now i cant believe it still...
i sent you a pm a few days ago @DDave but you probably didnt see it thats alright
 
clukx,

DDave

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Here's to all the friends out there that make our lives so much more livable!!!

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Jeppy

Pure Vaporist
So thankful for this thread! Hey gang, I'm beginning to think that the majority of parents, family, others are acting out of ignorance versus being plain mean. They are acting or practicing what has been considered a natural normality and are unaware that this normality is not normal for those with Asperger's. One has to be educated and enlightened. Once this has taken place (it has for me ☺) it's much easier to have positive interactions! I'm out to learn as much as possible based on direct interaction. I'm going to attend some support groups for adolescents and adults. I'm not perfect by any means, and I'm not easy to live with. I just love my grandson. I want him to be a good man. An honest man. I want him to treat people right.
 

DDave

Vape Wizard
Accessory Maker
So thankful for this thread! Hey gang, I'm beginning to think that the majority of parents, family, others are acting out of ignorance versus being plain mean. They are acting or practicing what has been considered a natural normality and are unaware that this normality is not normal for those with Asperger's. One has to be educated and enlightened. Once this has taken place (it has for me ☺) it's much easier to have positive interactions! I'm out to learn as much as possible based on direct interaction. I'm going to attend some support groups for adolescents and adults. I'm not perfect by any means, and I'm not easy to live with. I just love my grandson. I want him to be a good man. An honest man. I want him to treat people right.
@Jeppy, you've summed up a good portion of the meaning behind this thread.... Nice post!

I have worked hard to "see through the eyes of others", something that I lacked until 2 years ago. Your grandson is VERY lucky to have you!

Help him identify his strengths, use them to overcome any perceived weaknesses... through that his life will gain balance...

To you... :tup::tup:
 

DDave

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Accessory Maker
7 Common Aspie SuperPowers

1) Single-minded focus
2) Integrity/Pure Motivation
3) Honesty
4) Original and Independent Thinking
5) 3D and Visual Thinking
6) Higher Fluid Intelligence
7) Detail Oriented


Source: https://aspergersmom.wordpress.com/2013/05/08/7-aspergers-superpowers/

The one not listed is the power to know when you have a great group of friends, and for that I'm thankful to FC!!!!

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DDave

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Scorpion

This TV show is awesome and watching the very first episode... so many things so oddly familiar. Turned to the wifey and said, there's no way this isn't about Aspies.

Didn't start out searching for Aspies portrayed on TV, but while watching I looked up if Scorpion had Aspie characters, and wouldn't you know.... BINGO! It did...

Quote from Walter O'Brien "In my world there is a lot of Asperger’s, autism and ADHD,” he says, referring to attention deficit hyperactivity disorder. “I observe people to learn how to behave. Relationships are hard for me; dating is hard for me.”

This is a good read too!
http://www.irishtimes.com/culture/t...lter-o-brien-on-his-life-off-screen-1.1950776

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DDave

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What's the show about Dave maybe I'll watch
A team of people with various specialties relating to being on the Autism spectrum. A genius, a human calculator, a behavioral analyst, and a mechanical expert. They require the assistance of an NT (normal, who happens to have an Aspie child) to help them deal with the world and she in turn benefits from their assistance dealing with her child.

Have watched the first 4 episodes so far. None have disappointed.
 

DDave

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A quick poke of fun at myself!

A Knock Knock joke between two Aspies:

"Knock Knock. Knock Knock. Knock Knock..... "

Ok... that was bad!
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DDave preparing to duck!!!!
 
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