I'm an all-day and every-day user. And I DON'T have physical ailments. Fuck yeah.
I may not have @lwien levels of low tolerance, but.... after quite a few years of this, I still use only up to 0.25 grams a day. I think that's pretty good. And let me tell you, I am MEDICATED all damn day. Every moment I'm awake.
Between the HI and FF and Solo... I'm getting DAMN GOOD efficiency.
But that's kinda what sucks about living with crippling regret over a problem that literally can never be fixed in this world or in this lifetime - if you simply can't accept it, or if you just can't let it go, for whatever reason... then there really is no fix. Only daily medicine to keep you from ending it all. And to keep you occasionally hoping for good things - or even just a break from the sadness.
I feel your pain I also inhale for the dopamine effects. I call myself "depressimistic"