I was never a good muslim (smoking herb wasn't condoned at all lol) but I thought I understood my faith and reasons for believing etc. Its only when I decided I to search for more answers I realized the ones I had were fabricated ( this is with regards to the information I had and entirely my opinion). Its been a while since I left now and although it was initially quite a mind jolting experience I have managed to make peace with me new understanding and couldn't be happier. I was wondering if there were any more ex religious people who had changed and if the herb had in anyway helped shape your current prospective? Now that my world views have had to change so drastically I am very interested in what others in my situation feel and think and how it compares to me, on a bit of a learning journey really.