Hi everyone, My entire life I've been of the "I never touched mj" camp. But I find myself now, 33 years old and suffering from fibromyalga, lyme disease, cripping depression and social anxiety, and I simply cannot do life anymore. The medications I'm taking make me sleep all the time, gain too much weight, and are not allowing me to be a mother to my son or wife anymore. I think herbal remedies might help me. Problem 1: I don't even know where to begin. Problem 2: I live in Pennsylvania. For Problem 1 I was hoping you could help me. I want a portable vaporizer that is very small, very discrete, and does not give off 'side odors' (as in: I could use it around family and they'd be none the wiser.) I do not want my son getting high off of mommy's 2ndhand smoke. I also am not sure what kind of herbal remedy I should be looking for (strains?!) and what amount to even begin with. I'm sure this is the stuff I should have learned in high school but, being a 'good girl'... I didn't. I'm not looking for a buzz or to get high, I just need some pain relief and anxiety/depression relief. For problem 2, I don't even know where to begin to look for such a thing and I know it's against forum rules so I'm not asking either.