I feel a bit out of place at times and have even considered stopping. My group of marijuana enthusiast friends are real deal stoners with no jobs. They're my friends and I love them to death. But I think to myself, maybe I should stop.. I don't want to become one of them. I'm pretty stubborn so please excuse me if I'm already sounding like a douche. I'm very particular about whom I smoke with. Not because I hate sharing, but I hate when people get to the point where they're "stuck" or in other words, pretty damn stoned. I hate feeling unproductive. I like to vape because it helps me open up in social situations and relax. Though, I have this mindset about marijuana from family and what I learned in school, so there's times when I feel like I'm doing something not particularly right. I've graduated from college 2.5 years ago and have been working at the same company ever since. I vape daily and go through about 4 grams a month. I also spend a lot of time trail running. In the end, I feel like I'm doing something right.. but then again.. who knows. Sorry for the rant all. Looks like the mid-life crisis came 25 years too early..